Syafiq Matthew Delonge Diary

2011-02-14T00:06:00.000-08:00

Take me back to how it all use to be dear god. Forgive my sins father. Why do all this happened to me? One by one , problems came to me like ants coming after sweets metaphorically. How i wished someone knows how it feels like to be in my shoes. Redemption, is all im asking for.Regret, is all that I feel. Shits happened.

1st of all, i put too much hope on her. Bleahs, i realised after my 1st date with her, things slowly changed. We rarely text. The way we talked to each other its like different. She treated me as a good friend. At first i treated her as my good friend too. After a while, i treated her as my sis. But then it soon, slowly change to something that i couldn't describe. How i wish she knows that i like and adore her. I never felt something special after so long. She made me feel alive. Theres lots more to this but im aint' gonna post everything here. 2ndly, last night , i just realized i lost my important file. File where i put almost everything there. My notes, form , homework , drawings and lyrics. Even some of my certs. Hais, it made me realized how foolish i am. Im sucha cb. How clumsy and stupid for me to have left my file on the chair at the KFC on friday? hais. Today in school, i got caught for my fucking pants. My DM said it was altered. So i had to fucking go to the office and asked for rental of pants. So i had to give my own pants to ofice and freaking pay 2 bucks? after taking my pants they still gotta fine me? ok not only that, after changing to the school pants while my DM scolding the others for hair, she scolded me saying the pants are altered to damn tight. What the fuckin hell. its fucking school pants. I told her already its the freaking school's pants and she didnt believe. I explained to her. Maybe it was cause of my big skate shoe that make it looked altered. She said so ? and she was like "i got no time for long story" i got nothing else to say anymore. I totally gave up. The whole day in school, i learned nothing. Really, i give up already. Whatelse could happen? Whatmore shits will i get? Can it be even more worse than this? hais idk. I didnt talked to anyone at all. Loneliness is my companion. And so is cigarettes. I feel like giving up on studies too. Bless me Father for I have sinned. All I ask is for your forgiveness. Remember me as i apart from this world.

2011-01-01T22:43:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year To Everyone!!!!

2011~

Hey everyone! I know its already the 3rd day of 2011. It was crazy last night of 2010 with my friends. Though its kinda suck. Not as fun as 2009's countdown. Many of my close ones cant come for the countdown. 2 more days to school. Gah, yeah, im going sec 5. I've forgot to update about my results. Thank god. Really, i passed N level. 14 points. I wanted to go ITE. But i think about the others. They wanted me to go sec 5. I dont wanna let them down so i'll just go sec 5 and try my best. School starting, gotta cut my hair. Thought of cutting bald. Cant wait for school cause i wanna see my classmates! :D Gonna be fun. I miss school alot. Well o lvels, wow... major exam man. I honestly have no confidence!! Bleahs. I'll just try. Well, this year i didnt plan up my new years resolution though. This 2011, im gonna make sure my band go to lots of gigs. :D Ok.. i dont really know what else to blog about. Hahaha i guess im not gonna blog much anyway this year. So yeah. Im gonna watch family guy and how i met your mother now.

You know the word....

SHIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMY~

2010-11-16T05:56:00.000-08:00

HOHOBA~ Syafiq Matthew Delonge is back and here to stay! HEY HO LET'S GO!

Hey readers, i know i know, its been quite some time since i last blog. Been busy. Heehs! :D alot of shits happening. After N levels, i knew its gonna be damn boring! School is much more fun excluding the part where we gotta stay back, sit still and study. I miss all the troubles me and my friends made during class. I miss the time when during recess me ,Jaryl and some of my friends went to the 3rd floor and pour water to the matreps on the 1st floor and spit at them. I miss being late. GAAAAAAAAAH! I MISS SCHOOL! hahaha. Ok if you guys were to ask me how am i doing, well im great. Just an update, ive been busy writing songs for my band, got upcoming gigs all line up. Still finding job :( . Still riding BMX but not that much. Dyed my hair blonde than orange. Gonna dye red soon. Well had alot of plans too but due to all the stupid gang cases going on, I GOT GROUNDED FROM TODAY ONWARDS!!! Fucking cunt shit mother ass. Gah, this morning woke up at 10, dad at the living room told me about the new case. Now all the police patroling everywhere, they got rights to handcuff those whom they think are in the gang related. Gosh, do i look like a gangster? O.o Gah so today was my last day going out with my pals. Went to sentosa to chillax by the beach. Ok enough update about myself, im talking to Shakirin on MSN while blogging now. Ok so move on to my next part of the blog.

Ok, see that crazy girl above? thats wardah. Shes my new CRAZY FRIEND!! really, shes whacky! Im blogging about her cause she told me to and i already promise. So yeah. HAPPY NOW WAWA??? nyahhaha. She look better and the 2nd pic with her eyes close. You know why right wawa? hahhaa and stop spamming on my wall each ok? i blog about u already. I dont owe u anything already!!! ^^ See you next year in school! OK ENOUGH ABOUT YOU WAWA!

Onto my last part of the blog. An emotional one though. :)

Ok, you guys know whose she.. Obviously. Duh. :) Its my gorgeous stalker, Nut-iah binte mazlan. I mean NADiah. :D Well, finally i got to talk to her. Ive been missing her so badly. Ive been saying it for umpteen times, i know. Especially those who are close to me. Ive been saying it for million times!!! Well, we're in talking terms at least. Glad she found someone better than me. As long as shes happy. Last night, i was really really shocked when she told me she still kept the bear that i bought. :) how awesome, im the bear so shes my Mrs. bean! Im praying really hard to god for her to get well soon and speedy reovery. Well, i wouldnt wanna post what happen to her and what sickness she got. Its too personal. :') Get well soon ok nadiah? I'll be there for you through thick and think. Until the day i die i spill my hearts for ya. Im gonna take good care of you. :) OH OH!! and i'll bring you to KFC or LJS one day soon!! promise. :) u'll like so desperate for that cheese fries of yours!! :D my treat. No goofing around pls goofy goober.

Well i guess thats all for now. OH!! i forgot about my niece. Yeah my sis in law gave birth. Baby girl, namd Nur Andriana Eryna Binte Mohd Yusli. :D Awesome name. Shes so damn cute!! Here's a couple of her photos. And one of the pic shes crying. Gosh, i really suck at babysitting!! Okie dokie. SHIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMY~

P.S. OH YA!! DID YOU KNOW THERE'S SUCH THING AS MACBETH CIGGS??? AWESOME RIGHT?? :D

2010-08-27T08:53:00.000-07:00

HOHOBA!!

hehehe Syafiq Matthew Delonge here. Ok its been a long time since i last update. Been busy studying. Alot of shits happened. Its fasting month and it doesnt have much difference to me. No mood for Hari raya too. I still have to study for my n levels. English, MT and SS N level papers directly before hari raya. How to celebrate? whatsmore my brother is at his wife house. Felt so lonely. But nv, im still enjoying my life. Life so beautiful esp when im with my bike, going to punk rock gigs, party, and spend time with family and friends! :D Hari raya's coming soon. This year my baju kurung green colour like what??? gaaah.. nvm. Ok so my band revived. I got a new singer and drummer. Changed my band name to "Crestfallen Isle". Uh huh. My upcoming show will be on the 22nd oct. Cant wait. Ok so im one month away from freedom, 7th oct is my last paper. Once im done, gooodbye st gabriels, hello ITE! :D not gonna comeback for sec 5. But im sure gonna miss my school :( the besst school ever!! Heehs! well just endure. One month of hardwwork and im free. Im gonna work part time and get a new bike and a laptop. Oh! and A DSLR too! :D Im gonna take april intake for ITE. So yeah. Here are all my photos i took with DSLR. Just random photos. Oh! and watch the video below. I wanna get that guy's hair end of the year. MAYBE! coz i'll look like typical matreps. gaaaah~ Oh oh oh!!! before i forget, im organizing a party for all after n/o levels. Everyone's invited. Bring your friends, boy friend, girlfriend, whatever. hahahaha but but i cant guarantee if the food's enough. I will keep you guys update. It's gonna be a punk rock party! :D:D:D:D cant wait cant wait!!! well till here guys. Enjoy your Fasting month and hari raya to all. See you when i see you.

You know the word
Shimmmmmmmmmmmmmmy~;

2010-07-05T03:46:00.001-07:00

Hohoba~

Wow.. its been long i neveer update. A whole lot of shit happened. A whoe lot of ciggs ive been smkoin'. Well school holidays are over. I got preli,s from last week and this week. So take exam and go home. This week ive got no exams except thurs which is my art and N level oral. No papers = No schhol! weeeeeeeeeee. so school starts officialy for me is 12th july. :D

Ok last week went to ride with Yusuff around sengkang. Then we saw this Chick in uniform. I was laughing out loud at yusuff and when i turned my head, i saw the chick, we looked at each other as i ride my bike. That eye contact game we played made me and ehr smiled at each other. She make me go "SHIMMMY" Then today, i was at the Petrol Station, wanting to pump my bike. I pumped too much that my whole tyre exploded damn fucking loud!! i was just beside the tyre. My ears turned death for a few minutes. Everyone looked at me! so damn sad now that i cant ride. So had to walk home again. On my way home walking, saw that chick again! she smiled again. Im so blushed that i walked a little faster. Bleahs.. that girl.. heehs! Whoever u are girl, i hope i get to know u mroe and hope to get to talk to u :) ok. Now im gonna just watch TV. Enjoy the day and smoke smoke smoke. Well.. got to go..

Shimmmmmmmmmmy~

♥That Girl that smiled at me when i ride my BMX ♥

2010-06-10T06:18:00.000-07:00

Hohoba~

I know i know! so many random pics! Look at the pics where i wore the hoodie on.. i was trying to pose like those typical matreps!! :D and the part where i showed the ganglogo sign! heehs! i am asking for trouble. i wanna be in trouble :D Today was fun. Woke up at 12+. Helped mom do the housework. Chat on msn then Josh came over to my place and smoke. Then he went off to Sherlyn's place. OK I DONT KNOW WHAT THEY UP TO THERE. heehs. Then yusufff came to my place. Then we go out to ride. We rode the whole sengkang then punggol then buangkok then sengkang again. :D Damn fucking tired. Rode around and took random pics. I rode in the middle of the road. Alot of cars horn! :D so damn fun!! Now having headache. gaah~ tmrw got school. Chemistry. Then have to go for art. That bitch called me up this afternoon, saying that if i skip art class again tmrw she gonna call my dad. Bleahs, I'll just go. ok i wanna bathe,, so damn sticky. hehehe.. but still i smelled nice. alright alright. Ending this post

Shimmmmmmmmmy~

2010-06-09T08:42:00.000-07:00

Hohoba~

Okay im being so random. I upload all my old pics. I notice that everytime i post i 'll upload at least a pic. Today i got no new pics so i'll just upload the old ones. Uh huh. :) Every picture tels a story. And every of it holds a history~ Well today woke up at 1+. Last night slept at 3+. I thought of not sleeping coz i was writing song but then my eyes couldnt take it.. heehs. Last night had a conversation with my funny friend who-da. heehs. shes damn funny. Ok so i miss HER. U know who im talking about. Next week shes turning 15. I really wanna meet her so much. Damn much. Fucking much. I wanna just hang out with her as a friend and catch her movie since its her bdae. I wanna ask her out. But im scared to ask her out. Im even scared to talk to her.My senses telling me that she doesnt like talking to me.I gotta feeling that if i asked her out im sure she'll reject it.I miss her much Ive got no confidence. My friend once told me that guys have to be confident always. Bleahs. Last night who-da pretended to be her. Then i tried to be confident. But im still scared. Gaaaah~ I wanna get her something. This coming 14th im suppose to actually come for some event at powerhouse which cost 25 bucks. But then when i think again, it aint worth. I should save that 25 bucks and get her something instead. Gosh.. i wanna meet her. But how do i ask her out? :| i cant think of any words to arrange and open up a conversation with her. Gosh i suck. Guess im a coward, right? Whatsmore.. im just a punk rock dude whose only good at making things go wrong and trouble. I only play guitar and sing. I only ride my BMX. That is all im good at. I suck at others. Im not smart. Im just a dumb guy whose furthermore a coward. gaah.... Ok i talked too much huh? geez.

So tmrw am gonna just ride my bike. Just a typical day. Ok lets see, ok i guess im done. Im just gonna wait and see what will happen on the 18th. Bleahs. Gonna end this post.

Shimmmy~ :)

2010-06-06T08:19:00.000-07:00

Hohoba~

Bleahs im so tired. Its 11.30pm. Just watching "6teen" fucking awesome cartoon. Well yesterday went to jam with my new bandmates. Then went to Orchard with Ain,josh and zaidy. Well today went to ride with Yusuff. Then when riding, a group of Riders came. Wah they're fucking pro!! ah! i was so damn jealous when i couldnt get the trick done when they could! and whastmore their bike are all damn fucking awesomee. I was like " i wanna quit bmx" hahhaa serious man. i wanna fking get a new bike!!! haiz.. Well then went to pasar malam with my family. Now just wanna relax and chill. Tmrw there's sch!! argh... i wanna fucking skip class. All i know im gonna fucking skip history. Yeah. Alright. Wanna end post.

Shimmmmy~

And Nad get well soon~ Wow... it is really the seaonal flu. Everyone's getting sic. Lucky my turn is over~

Shimmmmmmmmy~

2010-06-02T07:40:00.000-07:00

Hohoba~ ive been m.i.a for days. Well i was having fever. The worwse i had so far. 4 days i lay on the bed. i couldnt even reply anyone on the phone. Out of a sudden on Saturday morning i feel dizzy. Then i sleep woke up at 4pm and took my temparature. It was 40 degrees celcius! gosh it was so damn bad. Went to the doc on mon to take M.C. for yesterday's remedial. Tmrw there's remedial. Bleahs. So lazy to go to school. I mean its holiday man.. bleahs.. Ok i guess i'll just wanna this.. wanna logout already.. :)

Oh and sally? what did u do?

Shimmy~

2010-05-27T09:05:00.000-07:00

Hohoba~

Ok im so god damn tired. Yesterday my school had some carnival. Damn fun. I mean the carnival suck shit the games were all fucked. But the modal contest was the best. My class won for the contest. Jaryl was the Modal for the class. Our was the only class to cheer for him!!! :D Uh huh it was so fucking memorable. I love my class so damn much. Today was suppose to go to botak jones. But the plan ruined. So yeah went back home at 12pm, sleep till 3. Then meet shahrul to accompany him buy some stuff at Tampines. Went back sengkang, eat long john with yusuff and joshua. Went carpark some then Went home to take my bike. Ride with yusuff for a while and took many many random photos! heehs! ok so holidays up. I wanna work. Get a fucking itouch. Bleahs.. if only i could work for the australia thingy :(. nvm la... So yeah thats all. Im wondering what to do. The night is still young. Maybe watch some movies online. Alright

Shimmmmmmmmmy~

2010-05-25T05:54:00.000-07:00

Wassabi~

Ok so yesterday had workshop the whole day. And i got to know my oral marks. I got 32 over 40. Still disappointing to me. Today had a great day even though i wasnt in the mood coz of all the shits in my mind. Well recess at 10 today for upper sec. Then during art me and adam finish up the M.J hat for Jaryl for the modal contest tmrw during the iCarnival in school. After school, we stayed back together as a class to finish up the preparations for carnival.We sprayed the board and i fucking sprayed my Vans pink! :D . Mrs chang was in a good mood. The whole class was so aweesome.. We are so fucking united like a family. Mrs chang is like our mother. Alexi and Khai borrowed the sch's DSLR. We took lots of pics together. The DSLR with me now. I swear im gonna fucking miss the school and my 4n2(2010)/3n2(2009) when i graduate! Its the fucing best place to be. Simran, u can fucking shove ur turban in ur ass. U've been telling mrs chang that 4N2 got no balls! as if 4n1 have!! i mean, ok not 4n1, ur class some of them are alright. most. except u. U always seek for attention dude~

So thursday, am going BOTAK JONES. I dont care if halal or not. ahhaha! going there with my class. Its gonne be a memorable day. :) I love all my bros there.. not gay but hahha nvm.. :D

Ok yesterday at 5.30am talked to her on the phone. woke her up. i miss her voice. Shes already out of town. Hope shes fine there and have a good trip. She'll be coming back tmrw. :) alrighteys.. i wanna logout. have a great night

Shimmmmy~

2010-05-23T04:27:00.000-07:00

Wasaaaaaaaaabi~

Nyahhahhaa go on youtube and search for annoying orange wassabi. Damn fking cute and hillarious. Today woke up at 12.3-pm. Not bad. Im early today. Watched some malay horror movie with bro,sis and abg nizam. Eat and then went to ride my bike for awhile and met yusuff. Then i texted "her". :) dont wanna mention her name. All i can say is im calling her tmrw morning before she leaves and before i go to school. uh huh. Im so damn stress with homeworks and my cca. Gosh gotta fucking update a song list for miss ervina. Nevermind. Just 2 days, then im free. Wed having carnival in sch, thurs just spcik and span Uh huh. And gosh, i gotta fucking study for maths test tmrw! dont wanna let mrs change down. Yeah.Thats about it.

Shimmmmy~ WASSABI! :D:D:D:D

2010-05-22T08:59:00.000-07:00

Hohobq~

Yesterday went to CHIJ toa payoh for some carnival shit with kristian,josh and shannon. So damn boring man! Then went back to sengkang at 5pm with josh and meet yang howe, vikness, sharvin,rishi,jason,yusuff and sherwin. We do some sparring. Then they wnt home. I slcked with yusuff around sengkang till night.. Today went out with my family and abg nizam. Went to bowling. While waiting for the bowling thingy i took some random pics with ain. I got strike twice!!! woots! hahha bowling's not so hard afterall. My dad 1st in position, followed by abg ashik and then me. wee~ heehs. Then went to eat at jalan kayu Now so damn full. Ok so yeah thats all. Oh and nadiah, haf fun at bintan ok? And becareful.. :) have a safe trip.

Shimmmmmmmmmmmmmmy~

2010-05-20T07:59:00.000-07:00

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Hohoba~

Ive bee so fcking lethargic after school. Bleahs. Im so unhappy with my english marks. I wont be going to work at australia.. haish.. miss the oppoturnity. But its alright. Today just finished up my artwork. Nothing much really happen. Tmrw going CHIJ Toa payoh for some carnival and maybe going for Nissa's concert at night. Yeah. And oh!! tmrw's my fucking english oral. Im so nervous. Man, i hope its not miss rani rama whose gonna examine me. Otherwise im so dead. My hair!! gosh.. plsplspls.. i hope i wont get caught. Im worrie about my picture discussion. Reading no problem for me. Convo? thats my favourite part where i could chit chat all the way.. Uh huh. Ok ive uploaded a few punk rock music videos. The videos are really like my life. Especially "of no avail".Skate Punk music+bmx. :D Oh yeah, i reformed a band with Randy. Still had not gotten a band name yet. But soon. :) So yeah.. gonna sleep already.. Sayonara

Shimmmmmmmmmy~

2010-05-16T05:46:00.000-07:00

Hohoba~

Bleahs. im so fucking tired. On friday after school, jamming session cancelled. Khai couldnt go so we cancelled.Went to carpark at sengkang. Yangjowe brought his gloves and vickness too. We went for a little sparring with each other. Yesterday went to the gym with yang howe,vickness,joshua and ain. Fucking tired after all the workout. went KFC to eat then went back home.. Woke up at 1.45pm today. Went out to meet Yusuff at CP. Sent his library book. Ate 2 piece chicken at long john. Then took some random phoyos. haha so damn boring day. Me and yusuff went to Daiso and played ith the animal magnetic toy . hees! ok well thats all. tmrw no school! weee~ marking day. Alright. wanna end this post. Gotta help shakirin update her blog~ ^^

Shimmmmy~

2010-05-12T04:24:00.000-07:00

Hohoba~

You guys would have heard or watch the video of the fucking matrep slapping the girl in the lift. Fucking shits. If i were in the lift i would fucking kick his ass and make sure his balls go up his throat!! No wait, i dont know if he even got balls in the 1st place. Look how he freaking walk out of the lift! Thats no way to freaking treat a girl dude! Ok enough, bleahs. so Monday was an awesome day. 1st thing in the morning that happen is that almost half of the school didnt bring the tie! and they went to run to the office for a tie!! damn funny when the principal scolded them. went back class, after maths had V.E.. Miss koh were nagging and nagging. Dont know wtf she was talking about. Then i told her to lower down her volume coz other classes have examination. Then she went and came back to class started shouting at us "NOW ALL THE STUDENTS FINISHED THEIR EXAMS I CAN SCOLD U.... (blablabla))" I was like, wtf is wrong with her??? she scolded us and i laugh coz the way she scolded us was like as if she was laughing at us! imagine someone scolding you while smiling, isnt it weird?? goosh then everyone was laughing and our principal was opposite our class. He walked fast after he heard the commotion. He went in our class and gave us a fucking lecture! bleahs.

Yesterday did nothing. Today had P.E and played soccer. and yeah i guess thats it? yeah. Today im kinda tired. :) so yeah. will update tmrw or whenever.

Shimmy~

2010-05-09T07:25:00.000-07:00

Hohoba~

Ok tell me that the girl in the picture's hot! :D Her name is Eva Gabrielle, one of the hottest bmx rider. She rides bmx better than me!! :D Ok so today woke up at 2.30pm! gosh. Bathed and watched some movie called "adnan sempit" with my cousin He brought the dvd. The movie kind of touching. Whatsmore the girl in the movie named nadiah. -.- ok nothing beats a romance movie with a comedy in it. Then my bro came with my sis in law. I did nothing but just online. So yeah. Tmrw schooling. Gosh so damn lazy. Hmm.. lets see, whatelse i wanna sa.... Oh ya!! Well i maybe going to Australia to work with Martin during the june holidays. Yeah. But im not confirmed yet. I hope i can go there, bleahs.. :) Alright.. Wanna do my chemistry homework already.

Shimmy~

2010-05-08T09:27:00.000-07:00

Hohoba!

I know i know. digusting huh my pics? yeah. I didnt realise the blood when i fell down during riding just now. Today woke up at 2pm.Bathe, eat,went out to ride. Then meet Ain for awhile to go to mcdonald. Then met shahrul at his workplace, met yusuff and joshua at mac too. Chit chat and all. Saw nissa, the girl working at mcdonald. Then ain went home, josh too. Eat with yusuff then went back to my place to ride my bike till 9pm. Now just smoking. Bleahs. Gotta finish up my homework!! then i guess i sleep, Well just my typical saturday. Uh huh.

Shimmmy~

2010-05-07T05:14:00.000-07:00

Hohoba~ wow. what a busy week. just came back home. Had my English and Malay prelim. Bleahs. im so gonna fail my fucking malay!!! goddammit! so damn hard. Well yesterday whil i was on my way home with joshua in the train, we saw a dirty old man having a BONER!! or in other words, his penis was erecting! so damn obious! gosh sick asshole!! haha ok so today after school went to seoul garden with jaryl,haziq,navin,don,khai,shahrul,tirath. Yeah. Eat damn fking alot!!! After eating went to play pool at kovan for awhile and now back home.. bathe.. and just listening to punk rock shits. Talking bout songs, nick ong wants me to post about how irritating he was in class , singing that stupid adam lambert song "what do u want ftom me?" grr~ nick, stop stalking my blog!! go away u pokerface! hahaha

alright wanna end post.

Shiimmmmmmmmmmmy~

2010-04-25T07:00:00.000-07:00

~100th post~

Ok, so 100th post? thats patthetic. Been blogging since 2008 and only got 100 posts. Maybe coz i delete my older posts. Yeah. Ok so fri was suppose t meet her but canceled. She got no money to buy the liqour and ciggs. hahaha so i went to ride at night with yusuff.Oh and saw my sis Nilla. hahaah didnt notice it was her. She look so different. She waved at me and i was like "who the hell is this girl? is she crazy?" hahaha Yesterday, went out at 5. Went to woodlands with mom. Got wedding to attend to. So near causeway point. Eat, leave and reached sengkang around 8+. Then went to meet Joshua at Rivervale plaza to go eat and do our homeworks at mcdonald. Then saw Shahrul's friends Nissa who asked for my number heehs.And oh!! When Shahrul clearing th table he found a pack of cigg full!!! He gave it to me. I give half to josh. Thanks Shahrul!! hahahhaha ok, slept at 5am on sat then woke up today at 2pm. Bleahs~ Lucky ive done my homework. I still couldnt find my specs. Nevermind. Gahhhh~ Alright u gotta love my school, look at the pics above. Taken last year. Environmental friendly? hees. Well gotta end this post.

Shimmmmy~

2010-04-19T07:41:00.000-07:00

Hello fellow readers~

Finally recover from my flu.Though not really fully recover. Well Last 2 days didnt go to school. Had a bad flu and took 2 days mc. Bleahs did nothing but just sleep at home and play PS3. Then came back school today, nothing much but slack. Shahrul told me that a fren of his named Nisa whom work at macdonald near my place asked for my number since the time i went there after my speech day. ahhahah So after school went to accompany joshua to cut hair with Shahrul. Then went home, straight went online and upload these few pics. The pic above, thats what me, Jaryl and navin do when we're tired like fuck. haah and the next pic, my cat fino with songkok! muahahha!! cute ain't it? And the last pic taken when during speech day! ok thats it for now.

See ya~

P.s. Going drinking with someone tmrw. I know i know, ive quit drinking but im meeting this someone whom ive never meet for a very long time. so yeah. Shes depressed. And i know how she feels. So yeah. Gonna meet her at night after school. No worries. Im gonna be alright. Okok.. gonna end this post have to study for SS test and Physics Test tmrw~

SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIMMMMMMMY~

2010-04-15T06:25:00.000-07:00

Hohoba~

Its been a while since i last said that word. Well saw ur post nad, yeah i wanna move on.. but i just need alot alot alot alot of time. Its just hard for me. u know me. Ok so today start school late but ended at 7.30!! thanks to my rehearsal. -.- i was teasing erin in the morning, telling her i start late at 8.45am to make her jealous, but end up, she end at 3 and i end 4 hours later than her!! hahaha nvm. Well today nothing much happen. Tmrw suppose to go cage with my bros but i got rehearsal again. Bleahs what a fucked up week. Sat is my speech day and sun is my soccer tournament. Gonna be damn fking shag. Alright, wanna end my post and watch MR MAGOO haha oh and do visit me on www.formspring.me/syafiqmatthew and watch the video above :)

Shimmmmmy~

2010-04-13T06:36:00.000-07:00

If i let you go, will the scars continue to show? if i fall for her, will she treat me dear and not poke me spear?

Hey everyone, ive been fucking busy with studies and all.As u guys know i gotta stay back everyday till 6pm. My CCA is like GLEE now. With all the music,arts and dance going on.And i gotta stayback for rehearsals for speech day. Gotta perform with the band in school. Adam,shayne,joshua teo and i, gotta wear like my picture above. Ok. So today went to school late. Gotta do CWO(corruptive work order) they took my ez link card but i told them i couldnt do the cwo today. Today fking long day and whatsmore Miss koh, again, fucking accuse me for something i didnt do. I complained to Mrs chang about it. Well thats it. I'll update about the speech day. Well thats it for today. So dead tired. Hope not late again tmrw. Oh and check out the video above! I'll swear u'll fucking laugh! hahahahaha ok

tata~

To shakirin bestie, dont drop out alright? school's tough. But never give up. Education is important now. Thanks to fucking government. And fucking foreigners who could get job even without education. U may not feel it now but soon. Secondary school is the best time in life. Trust me. And when u go on working life, it sucks!!! yeah :) but again, i cant stop u. Im not u. so yeah..

Ok so here;s the part about my heart. Well, honestly im not sure if ive fully moved on and got over Nad. Im fucking confused. AT same time i like that "girl". I dont wanna mention her name. Only some people whom knows about her. I like "her" but i dont know weather or how to tell her. And im also nt that ready. Im confused. I gotta fucking change my state of mind. Urgh.. i just suck at everything. and nad, dont get angry at me again pls, i mea, i seriously dont get y all my post made ya angry at me till u post about me. Ok gonna end this post already.

Shimmmmmy~

2010-04-04T06:57:00.000-07:00

Loooooook at my pics, these is what my life is all about... PUNK ROCK~ :)
Happy belated APRIL'S FOOOL!!!!

HOHOBA~ hey everyone.... ok i know i know, my blog kind of dead. Been wanting to update this blog but i keep on forgetting. Gosh im really turning mr forgetful. But today i remembered thanks to SOMEONE hehe who looks like sarah aqilah to me. hehehehehe well known for her HIDUNG TINGGI. Her name's Dewi. Shes a friend of mine, my little miss sunshine that birghts up my life. Uh huh, ive wanted to put her picture that day but i forgot. She posted a happy birthday wish on her blog for me and my pic too. :) Yeah.

Ok enough bout it, last few days, on April fool, my class 4n2 and class 4n1, pranked our teachers.Since the two of our classes are beside each other, we exchange classed. hahaha yeah and when our teacher came in she was shocked. Hahahah so damn fking funny. 4n1 made another prank. They arrange all the chairs and tables facing the back of the class. hahaha. Ok and in the end, our form teacher, pranked us too. We were suppose to stay back but instead she make it an april fool joke!! yeah. Thats all for now. I''l update when im free.

P.s. Sally, pls dont do it again ok?

P.s. To "SARAH AQILAH" hahahha not the real one but the one who loves pink too!(extra onli) hey, thanks for the dae wish aite? and felt sorry for ya about ya dad. :) its ok, u still got me beside u. I'll do my best to help u when u need help. :) and well, u're cute.. oh ya! i should just smile. :) :)

And to all, u know what to say.......

SHIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMY~

2010-03-30T08:06:00.000-07:00

HAPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY TOOOOOOOO MySELF~
Hey everyone. :-D Well on fri was my birthday. Received so many phone calls, msg, fb comments and many more wiishing me happy 16th. Some even stay up just to wish me. On friday, after school, went to eat at pizza hut with my bros of st gabriel. I was damn touched by them. Seriously, they made a suprise for me. They bought me a birthday cake without me knowing about it. Then they treat me pizza! gosh seriously i felt so fking guilty. i wanted to pay for it but they insist. Felt so sad. :)

The next day went out with my family to celebrate my birthday with my family. Went to "BBQ chicken" restaurant at E-Hub. Went home, got myself a 2nd birthday cake! my mom bought for me. Then, the whole family of mine shared money and bought me a new electric guitar. :) i felt lso touched and guilty. i mean i didnt expect my birthday to be a bigh thing. :) with my family and friends, all of them made me realise what true love is. It comes from them. Not her. I come to realise how fool am i. Well, toda in school i forgotten to bring my specs but lucky i could see. Tommorow school start late for some reason and thurs too start late. so gonna sleep late. But fuck, got cca tmrw and thursday. Oh and starting from next week gotta stayback every single day after school. Preparations for N levels. Im so fucked up, prelims next month. im scared!!! bleahs! nvm. i'll try my best. Alright, am gonna end this post now. Have FUN EVERYONE!! :-D and thanks all for my birthday wishes.

p.s. Erin, so for not talking to u much. Damn busy and im not ignoring u. I'll text u in the morning aight? :D
SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~

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2010-03-21T04:47:00.001-07:00

Hohoba~
Hey everyone ive been busy lately. Well actually not busy, im just lazy to update hahahha yeah. Ok so last 2 weeks, before the march holiday starts, on wednesday, i went to sleepover Navin's house with Jaryl and Don.We didnt sleep though its suppoes to be SLEEPOVER. We watched soccer together. Then straight away we went to rest in his room. Just a few hours to school, im about to sleep. So damn tired and sleepy. We straight away went to school around 7 am. The 4 of us fucking sleepy. End of the day i sleep till 10pm, woke up,eat some food and off to bed till the next morning,

After that day, went to watched coccer match at sengkang, supporting Jaryl's team. Sadly they lost but great game. Went home and eat pizza. Ok so the holidays start and i did nothing but just do my homework and smoke. Gosh so bored. And today is the last day of holiday. like omg, so fucking fast. But luckily i had fun at Yang howe's BBQ last 2 days on friday. Fucking fun and awesome. I didnt drink that day. They all drink. Sherwin fucking drunk and wasted. Hahaha damn funny. So went home, was bored so i decided to do a cover for ransom letters by pug jelly. Uh huh. Ive fixed my bike already so im so fucking happy now. can fucking ride!! :D weeeeeeeeeee~

Today i woke up around 1 pm, bathe and went to cut my hair with yusuff.Went home, saw a BMX rider near my area so decided to make friends with him and went home to take my bike and ride with him. Fucking lethargic now. Whatsmore, i saw my new time table just now. FUCKED UP!! everyday end at 2.50pm and all the periods are mostly double. Dead man. gosh. Luckily ive done my homework.

Well thats all for now, I may not be updating tmrw. :)

shimmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmy~

P.s. to erene, im so sorry if i didnt talk to you much these days. Im just so busy. :) and glad uve move on unlike me. okok and ya miss talking to ya. Byebye.

P.S. And to someone, hope u know who u are. I just wanna say i miss u alot and i wish i could talk to u and be friends. I do wanna meet u again someday. I swear i still i cant move on. its hard. okok... byebye....

2010-03-20T08:46:00.000-07:00

DEAR READERS, I PROMISE I'LL UPDATE TOMORROW!!!!!

2010-03-05T21:41:00.001-08:00

Hey everyone. Well apparently i didnt go to school on thursday. Woke up late. I woke up at around 10 am+. yeah. Well the nex day, which is yesterday, me, jaryl,khairyl,joshua,alexi,vickness,yanghowe and haziq went to seoul garden. We ate alot. Then we saw a big levis advert. I went to take pic with it. Heehs~ then went back to school for parents teacher meeting session!! gosh i was like "omg im dead" hahaha. iT starts at 7pm. Many parents arrived at 6.30pm. My dad came ard 7.45pm. Lucky me teachers ave god remarks . heehs.. my ss teacher said im talkative and cheeky but im a good boi in class and im one of the top ss student :D heehs. yeah. then went home around 10pm. Damn tired. Then called jaryl and navin. Talk cock till 1am. Then went to sleep, woke up at 1pm. heehs. so yea. Im suppose to have a party at clementi today at 4pm. But i cant. I have to go for my cousin's bdae. so yeah. thats alll for now.

Shimmy~

2010-03-01T05:55:00.000-08:00

Lyrics :so you stole my heart, and left me a ransom letter demanding I treat you better, should I ever want it back andnow I'm all alone dreams are all forgotten, memories all turned rotten, it's not the same on the phone so what's up girl?things haven't changed a bit since we last met I bet my bottom dollar you're the best, girl that I ever hadI never wanna lose you so what's up?I can't let you walk awaywe planned to live forever in each others armssoplease hold onyou know-no one will love you like i do!and that's the thing-you know it tooI hear our song; it keeps playing on the radioI'm all alone and I just want you to holdI hear our song it keeps playing on the radioplease make your mind up, don't see what the future holds

Hey everyone. Well woke up this morning, happy to see my bestfren text me every morning :) we text each other before school. Wished my friend Shafiq happy 18th bdae to him. Went to school. The school rules getting fucked up! gosh tie day changed to monday. Dammit. Nevermind. Well its been a long time i never lsietn to songs by Pug jelly, singapore punk rock band. Heres a song for nadiah. :)

(My blog song is also for you...)

(Blog Song)

Shimmmmy~

2010-02-27T07:10:00.000-08:00

florida 2010 from mike on Vimeo.

Even Spongebob And Supermario ride bmx!!!! watch the video

2010-02-27T01:43:00.000-08:00

Watch this fucking funny video! :D hahaha fucking hillarious~

2010-02-27T01:02:00.000-08:00

Hohoba~

Hey everyone, ive been busy. Yeah. I didnt got the time to update my blog. These few days i kept on sleeping right away after school. I dont know why i just felt so tired everyday. So yeah. Just came back from riding.. Yesterday went to watch Percy jackson with all my st gabs. bros to celebrate Mohnish Prasad's birthday. Happy 16 bro!! well had fun. The movie was great. I thought it sucks. Aftter movie, went home, take my bike and wen out to ride alone. I fell down reall bad as i couldnt see in the dark. There was no light at Punggol. So fucking dark. I fall down and the root of plant was so sharp, it cuts my skin.Blood stain on my face Its still pain. Went home around 10pm. Today, woke up at 1+, bathe and went riding again though im injured. I gotta ride. yeah. Gosh i gotta save money. i wanna buy Orchid and lotek BMX shoes and an itouch!! ah!! nvmnvm.. :)

Ok, i dont know why but haish, i miss nadiah binte mazlan so fking badly. :- really, i kept on dreaming of her everynight. What does that mean? what do god wants me to know? bleahs...I went to friendster today, after a very long time nvr log in, i looked at all the comments she sent to me last time.. haish. it hurts alot. Nadiah, wherever u are, i fucking miss u. And i mean Nadiah binte mazlan, not Nadiah Fyydyana. :-/

Till here everyone...

Shimmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmy~

2010-02-21T07:49:00.000-08:00

Hohoba~
Hey everyone.. Well today did nothing but just stayed at home do the housework. Played my ps3. Thats all. Oh yeah just wanna update, Im throwing a big party after N levels. Hope its gonna be big and sueesful. Gonna need alot of help and support from others. Well everyones invited. Uh huh EVERYONE. So yeah. Bring your own food too if u can. Well dont tink too fast now. Its still a long way to the party. Its after n levels, so prob around end of sept. So yeah. I'll make sure its gonna be hell of a party just like all the series in American Pie!! :D so yeah stay tune. Syafiq Matthew Deonge's party soon~ hees so yeah thats all for now.
Shimmmy~

2010-02-20T07:54:00.000-08:00

Hohoba~
Well jus wanna upload an old video i made. Nothing much to update. so yeah.
And to Sally, its ok.. :) its my fault too. so yeah
Shimmmmmmmmmmy~

2010-02-16T07:25:00.000-08:00

HOHOBA~

hahahhaha so today went out to meet Joshua,vickness and yusuff. Do our homework for awhile and then went to ride. Im still sick though. Well went home did nothing but just play ps3 with my bro. Then made this video on top as u can see. Just a random bmx video of mine plus a bonus clip of HOHOBA! muhahahha! just watch. alright enjoy everyone!!

Shimmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmy~

2010-02-15T05:42:00.000-08:00

Hohobaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
I know i know its been long time i nvr update. Ok so u guys remember nadiah fyydyana? well we're not talking to each other anymore. Why? long story. She also had already deletd all her posts that she posted on my blog the other time. So yeah. i wanna update alot of things but ive forgot what to post. Ok on friday i had to perform in school with shayne and adam for the chinese new year celebratins in school. Then on saturday did nothing just riding. The next day which is yesterday i went karaoke with my family and i wasnt feeling well. Got fever. After karaoke went to eat at some restaurant. Yeah. Today same thing, did nothing but just ride. Uh huh holidays so boring. Ok u guys must be wondering, "hohobaa, what the hell???" Hahahaha if u guys watched pink panther 2 u guys would surely know what im talking about. Search on youtube "JOJOBA" hahah Hohoba/jojoba is gonna be in every post starting from now. I'll put hohoba for the top and end with shimmmmmmmmmy~ hahaha so yeah. :D
So thats it for now.... hapy late chinese new year and valentines day everone!
SHIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMY~

2010-02-03T07:21:00.000-08:00

Supp everyone? gosh i just woke up. It 11pm now. So deadly tired after school. School start late tmrw so yeah. :) Well i borrowed the school's DSLR Canon EOS 1000D. Heheheh i didnt know that i could borrow from the school. These are a few pictures i take. :D Practicing taking pictures using macro. I take alot pics of my cats. This sat im riding my bike to take lots of pictures. :D okies thats it for now.. Take care everyone.. u know the word..
Shimmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmy~ :p

2010-02-01T04:08:00.000-08:00

Just woke up from a short nap. Chatted with Nadiah for awhile. Well im happy shes better off without me. :) Well good lucks in life. Okies b4 anything i just realised somethin last night, my pictures below, i had forgotten to zip my pants!! gosh. nvm i still gonna leave the pic there. haha. Today after sch went to ride my bike, then got screen by the police again! f! 3 rd time by the police. Worst still, my favourite spot. And so, heres the "man of the day", who unfortunately had no name and called himself someone. So someone, how are u doing,someone? Are u a she? or he? or heshe? or Hershey? Okies whatever u are, i mean whoever u are, spit out as many shits as u want from ur mouth. Ur teeh must be brown in colour. Tsktsktsk.. Born from from ur mom's anal? and are u god? tell me how's punk rock gonna die? Gosh. nvm. As long as u don dirty my friend's blog. Ok mister? or maam'? ok. good doggy...
So to u someone, and everyone... Shimmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmy~ :) have a great day
Shimmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmy~

2010-01-31T00:13:00.000-08:00

HAD A BAD DAY!! gosh.. well after i update my blog just now i went to ride my bike for awhile.Gosh, the worst session ever!! u can tell by my pics!! My pants tore!! Big hole! and my bike got some problems!! FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!! GODDAMMIT!! i had to walk home with my pants tore. Everyone was staring at me. Kinda sadd of my bike! gosh! Okies, u must be wondering, whose ass is that? nyahhaha!! theres this china guy in my class, no one like him, he was sleeping with an ass crack!! i took pic of it without him knowing. Hehehehe if he knows im dead! Okies, seen my cat? cute right?? :D love him so much! okok now im just chatting with erin, helping her with her writing. Yeah.. ok thats it for now... adios!
U know the word, so say it! SHIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMY~

2010-01-30T21:08:00.000-08:00

AH!!!! i totally forgot that i got to do my malay book review! Well i do have the time to do it now but the thing is i got no malay book with me now!! My teacher wants a short story. Gosh. And i cant borrow books from the national library coz i owe them alot of money. I paid all my fines alr but then too bad, they cancel off my name. I had to register to be a member again and i must pay i tink 15 bucks to become a member again! dammit! nevermind, i guess i'll be in hell tomorrow!! Ok so sunday has been boring always. Gosh i dont know why i wanna get myself an itouch badly. I gotta save alot of money!
ok so let me list out what i wanna buy:
1)BMX parts - lets estimate to $200
2)iTouch - $460?
3)New shoes - $70
4)New guitar - $250

Ok thats all. So yeah. Lucky im single now or else i think i wont be spending money on my stuff instead i spend it on my gf. Im sure u'll know me well, i spend alot for the one i love. Oh yeah speaking of my love ones, i also ggotta save my money for Yusuff's birthday present! yeah. I still dont know what to get for him. 25th february. Oh yeah Durriah's bdae is also on feb, but i dont tink i'll get anything for her, just wishes coz her bf so...gosh... crazy.. yeah. Bleahs. Im so effing bored.
People been asking me "Syafiq, what u gonna be when u grow up?" gosh i really have no idea. I guess i'll bbe jobless and got no future. Yeah. And people beeen asking me about my wishlist beside my post. I stated "her". Everyone been asking "whose her?" well i really dont know honestly. It can be anyone. really. :) Okies i talked too much right? guess gonna end this post now.. see ya!
Shimmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmy~ :D:D:D:D:D:D

2010-01-30T03:19:00.000-08:00

Okies so ive finally ate something. Since morning i didnt eat. Just dont have the appetite to eat so yeah. I ate kfc then went to listen to just punk rock shits.. Then chatted with nadiah for awhile. And someone tagged her blog saying all the vulgarities. Dumbasa i just dont get why spammers spam. What can they get by doing that? gosh. Fuck them! okies so what else should i talk about? no idea.. Alrrights maybe thats all. Buhbye :)
Shimmy~

2010-01-30T03:00:00.000-08:00

I just got back from riding today. well im still sick gosh.. fuck man. okies. so yesterday was fun. our 2nd session of audacity. Ride/skate till 8pm. Today was suppose to go thaipusam but im still not well to go out. Today only went to ride for awhile while learning 180. yeah. :) update again later. oh yeah.. ive change everything in my blog. :D
Shimmy~

2010-01-28T03:54:00.000-08:00

So sorry i didnt update.. So many shits happen but im not gonna say it all. I'll just summarise. So sorry. Im just too sick to update my blog/

Friday 22 jan 2010
-Suppose to be riding to sch but my pedal came off and i didnt manage to fix it
-After school check haziq's bike out, thn went to the skatepark for Audacity's 1st skate/bmx session
-I rode haziq bike and tube burst
-We skate under the block and 2 policemen came to us and ask for our ICs and we had to go out from that place, fuck!

Saturday 23 jan 2010
-Went out with family after jamming

Sunday 24th jan 2010
-Went to perform for my gig, totally forgot i had to perform heehs
- After my set, text Shakirin, i mean eringhoularmstrong! :P

Monday 25th jan 2010
-well nothing to write on this day.. SKIPPED!!

Tuesday 26th jan 2010
-Starting to feel dizzy and feverish
-during recess, shouted at one sec 3 fuckers who cut my queue!! dammit. i was at the queue from 11.25 - 11.50am and all those sec 3 bitches cut my queue..
- My fever got worst
-Reach home told my mom i cant take it anymore and i wanna go to the clinic.

Wednesday 27th jan 2010
-Didnt go to school
-Woke up at 9 and went to the clinic, the doctor says i got some kind of virus and i got 2 days of mc, scary~
- Text shakirin for awhile then went to sleep till 7+pm
-Online for a while till 11+ - 12am then went back to sleep till next morning

Thursday(today) 28th jan 2010
-Woke up and bathe
-Straight away test erin asking if shes fine. was kind of worried about her. :)
-Went online with erin till ard 4.
-Had a nap, woke up and go out riding to joshua's house to take my homework from him
-Now im just chatting with erin while updating my blog heehs.. coz SOMEONE wantsto read it :D okies.. i'll update more when im feeling better! :)

adios amigos!! shimmy~

2010-01-24T06:07:00.000-08:00

WILL UPDATE TMRW!! I PROMISE! TODAY JUST WANNA UPLOAD THIS PICTURE.. IRENE WANNA SEE!

2010-01-21T02:21:00.001-08:00

heyloo. 1st thing's 1st. got into trouble today.. FCUK MAN. well was going to bmx tiong hin shop just now. When alighting, i pressed the bel a lot of times. Then i didnt know one man was looking. When i go out from the bus, the man pulled my bag from behind and start scolding me.. like wtf man.. he asked for my name. i just show my name ta. he asked for my class.. i just said im from sec 3. Yeah. fuck him!! gosh.. hate this kind of people. Well today in school had physics, did nothing. just go through notes.. jaryl went to put the toy snake at the teacher's chair. haha my seow didnt scared.. he did it on mr eng too. But during value ed, alexi put the snake beside the computer. Miss koh shout and scream! haha so funny. Oh talking about value ed, my class had to go metta home next week. Woodlands. gosh.. out of so many place y woodlands.. well i had to be the photographer of the day next week. Gotta take pictures. yeah.. so well yeah.. thts it. tmrw im gonna ride my bike to school. woots.. so excited!! :D going skatepark tmrw.. haha okies.. but 1st have to pump my bike today... goin out soon!! ok take care!
Shimmy~

2010-01-20T06:59:00.002-08:00

fucking tired!!! had 2.4 this morning.. well not 2.4 but rather ard 3.4 km run!! so tirin. After sch went to accompany josh to buy fishfood and take his letters from the letterbox. I was so damn sleepy. Went home, slept till 9pm. Woke up.. bathe, and watch bmx videos. Gosh, i really cant wait to fking ride!! :( seriously.. i gotto ride!! watching all those video makes me... makes.. argh!!! gosh!! i just wanna ride!! haha. well end this post now. Wanna play my bmx game since im not riding! :( hahaha shimmy~

2010-01-19T03:11:00.000-08:00

Nyello.. haha. okok. so nothing much just wanna post this funny video.. watch!! damn funny! heehs. bye2!

2010-01-18T05:02:00.000-08:00

Yo wassup guys? im like so damn tired today. 1st period, had history, so boring!! esther wong cant teach!! then had my chemistry and maths wiith my form teacher. After that had a hell during my malay class!! i didnt do my malay homework!! fuck! got scolding. Then recess, and followed by 2 social studies and 2 english. During english had a little fight in class.. not me but tirath and the china boy. Wanna stop them but my teacher is in class so yeah i let my teacher do what he suppose to do. After sch, went to slack with josh,khai,dominic and yusuff. Reach home i felt asleep till 8 pm. Had dinner, and then went straight online to watch punk rock videos. Today i kept listening to superman is dead. They are fucking awesome! especially jerinx the drummer. He influence me alot. He's the best punk rocker!! i respect him. Look at the pictures above.. awesome huh? watch this video below too. They talked about religions and punk rock. Watch and listen to wht they say especially wht jerinx say. yeah. :) wel i wanna end this post. I tink ive talked nineteen to dozens already. heehs. so yeah..
Shimmy~

2010-01-16T08:45:00.000-08:00

yo!! ok 1st things 1st, im going to be uncle soon!!! yeah!! my sis in law got pregnant :D im so happy! heehs. congratz to my bro and sis. :D yeah. ok so today nothing interesting happen.. only went out with family.. yeah.. now just watching punk rock videos. gosh, superman is dead had gone far. they are the best indonesia punk rock abdn! they even go to usa for warped tour! ive kept on watching this video below! :) ok so lets end this post.. bye2!!

2010-01-13T05:48:00.000-08:00

Heyloooo everyone... ok so im reading a malay book now.. gotta do my malay projet reading for homework.. fuck man.. i hate this language alot now! so hard.. so yesterday nothing happen.. today, still coughing and havin sore throat. 11 days still coughing.. gosh. Ok so today had history lesson.. so boring coz miss chua is nt my teacher anymore! :( i kind of miss teasing her. shes fun. Better than mrs esther wong!! omg.. so yeah.. then had maths and followed by P.E. During recess, patrick from the ormal tech class came up to me, asking if i ride bmx. I told him yeah and ask y coz i know that guy skates.. so he tot of making video of both bmx and skate. so tht gives me idea to form a new crew for all the skaters and riders i know. Its gonna be great. Whatsmore we could use shannon's clothing line LA mort. Gonna be interesting.Still havent come up with a name yet. Tmrw i guess during recess or sumthing. So yeah.. after sch went to do maths, study then sleep till 8pm. Woke up bathe ad went online whil doing my malay hmwk!! gosh.. so yeah.. gona end this post already. Tc everyone
Shimmy~

2010-01-11T02:13:00.000-08:00

Hey yaw everyone.. been long time nvr update.. I had been coughing for a week and got fever... today im fine.. Well u would probably seeen my video. Yeah. I was so bored so i decided to make ab ibtro video for my blog. :) Well so many shits happened to me. Well, all i cn say i really moved on alr.. like seriously.. ive got no more feelings for nadiah. Really.. after i found out some things, i really had no regret that we broke up. Yeah. things been great for me.. I stick to my new year's resolution. I did pen my chemistry textbook for the 1st time.. And finally know whats insoluble and not soluble. :) Ive been doing my homework regularly.. err.. ok except that i still make trouble. hahah yeah.. I made alot of new friends, like really alot and they made me felt better. :) just made 2 new friends yesterday aftter returning the tickets for my gig. Their names were Nusrah and Maryam. How i met them? its really a long story. yeah. they're funny. I was with khai and randy chan. We followed them to go eat. Then at the traffic light Maryam suddenly ask for my phone. so i just lend it to her. She used my hp to call her hp.. And i was like, "what are u doing? y u calling ur phone?" then she was like "u know what im doin" and gave a smile.. then i was like "oh ok". haha they are really funny. So yeah.. im having gigs on 15th jan, 24th jan and 29th jan. :) my final gig on 29th. Randy goh gonna quit too. y? i dont know.. im starting to hate that guy.. not just me but everyone elese too. everyone alr hated him. nvm he's still my close fren. So yeah. Gonna end this post... maybe gonna ride bike soon. so long!!! gosh it feels like 1 year i nvr ride my bike!!!!! :) ok till here... bye2!!

p.s. Congrats to all the o level peeps out there! for those who did badly, cheer up, move on.. :) ite is also not a bad thing..

Shimmy~

2010-01-10T06:01:00.001-08:00

I PROMISE TO UPDATE TOMOROWW!! MEANWHILE WATCH MY BLOG INTRODCCTION!! :)

2010-01-05T03:32:00.000-08:00

Ok 2nd day of sch today! Well i got fever yesterday. Bad luck eh? 1st day of sch and i got sick. Yeah. But i still went to school.. i mean cmon, its thee 1st day..I didnt get to update last night coz im too sick. So yeah. Oh and i just bought ps3 on sat. yeah. :) ok so 1st day of school, nothing but just lecturing from our new form teacher who sucks! mrs chang. she lecture us about n level. And guess what? im selected to be chairman again. Gosh.. 4 years in a row!!!! So yeah, nothing much yesterday, i got myself a new co form teacher too, whom is my art teacher yeah. 1st day of school, all the sec 3s are fucked up. especially the matreps, sultan and his frens. He kept on staring at me. Today, 2nd day of sch, lessons had started. Mr seow, my ex form teacher came to class to teach physics.. damn fun! hes the best teacher ever. yeah. Thats all la.. im too sick.. :) update again soon ok.. gotta finish my homwework.. homework? syafiq does his homework? yeah yeah.. its part of my new year resolution man.. :) clear my n level and heading to higher nitec. whats tht? higher nitec? not sec 5? yeah... im planning to go ite 1st before poly.. people may think its a longer way.. but tink again, what if u fail o level? then u gotta take nitec, not higher nitec if u fail badly and go ite. thts worse!! my teacher already given the advise. And if i pass n level well, i could go higher nitec and graduate to poly second year. so which is better? of coz going in higher nitec from sec 4. i dont know why people look down on ite. Okies some may said "hey but who knows ur pass o level?" ok well for me i admit i'll nvr gonna pass o level.. do u know that n level is easy becoz they purposely set it easy so they may think o level is easy too so that all will go sec 5 and thinking they can pass o level.. remember, unless u're express, o lvele is still ok.. but when u're in normal, u gotta compete with alot of express class.. and u know, some people do look down on normal acads.. such an ass.. my teachers also told me about it. Take example my bro, he was in top 4 for n level, but what happen to him for o levels? he didnt make it. So it shows how hard o level is and will only make u go a longer way. :) so enough bout all these.. im going to study now... tc everyone..
Shimmy~

2009-12-31T23:03:00.000-08:00

Happy new year to every1!! some of u might have receive text messages from me last night. yeah so last night i thought its gonna be a boring day.. went too pennisular to buy my new sch bag. Its in hot pink.yeah. So then went to meet Naazira,shikin and atikah. I was with my band, josh lim, yang howe and of course my best buddy yusuff. Met the 3 gals, use naazira dslr for awhile, then went to marina square to eat. After eating we atually wanted to go back to esplanade but then we decided to go to the singapore flyer to celebrate. At forst it was boring coz theres noting to do, just smoking. Then khairul, my band manager came too, followed by my best fren zaidy and tubiez. Then around like 10 pm, me and some of them went to the so called dancefloor. Yeah theres like a dancefloor like clubbing. Last night was the 1st time i went to dance. I had nvr dance in my life, u know me, im just a punk rocker who dont go clubbing and dont listen to dance songs. I went bin and like do random dance hahaha i feel like doing the hxc dance but the music doesnt suit! haha everyone was like crazy dancing. Oh and theres so many banglas!!! they were like so smelly.. no wonder when i was dancing i smelled prata :S But i went to take pics with them! muahahaha just wanna ddisturb them. I also hug them!! muahhaha foo! my shirt so smelly welly now. Then, the girls who were there, as in my group of friends, naazira and the others decided to joined too. They dance and dance.. Then naazira hold my hand, she wasnt wearing her specs, she cant see a thing so yeah she scared of lost. i hold her hand while we dance.Then she said she wanna go out so i hold her hand till we got out of the dance pit. Then i went in again to dance. Well im not myself when i dance haha and gosh.... 2 girls grind on me and i was like stoning and blur. i had no idea what to do. :S gosh... ok so we dance till 2010. Then witness the fireworks. It was so beaautiful, and i wish i could watch with u know who, nadiah but its ok. im done. we're done. Then we slack for awhile, i took pics with naazira's dslr. I was the photographer of the day/night/2010 haha yeah. Then we went to walk around and take pics.. i went with naazira,atika,atika's sis and yusuff. Then i took alot of pics with all kinds of mode and effects. Gosh then that naazira jump on me and told me to carry her.. i carried her for awhile then i say im tired and embarrased!!! gosh.. then we walked back to where all the others sit. My bros, Randy goh, randy harris, yang howe, shahrul,khairul and ali all went home. so the ones left were me,kharyl,yusuff, ain, naazira,shikin , atika and her sister. We chit chat till 5 am. Ain's dad sent me and yusuff home. The others were there till morning. yeah. Khairyl of coz gonna be there with the girls.. He is always holes before bros. When theres girls, he will just flirt with them. haha So today is the 1st day of 2010. The 1st word i say this year was fuck yeah! Oh and i was telling all of them last night about new year's resolution. Well theres alot. Here's my list

NEW YEARS RESOLUTION 2010:
1.FOCUS ON N LEVEL! f yeah.. gonna study hard,play harder
2.Stop drinkin; like what? yeah im gonna stop,wht for drink? :)
3.Stop smoking :)
4.Ride my bike less :(
5.Start saving money for alot of things
6.Still punk rock :P
7.Try to stop making troubles, eventhough its the hardest thing to do! haha
8.pass my science.. nyahaha :-P not gonna gif stupid answers anymore
9.Forget bout nadiah.. leave her.. im just not good enough for her, there are many guys out there better than me :)
10. No more mr doctor love.. dont wanna b in any relationship or teenage love
11.Watch icarly again and also how i met your mother
12 some more other things but i forgot what
13 N LEVEL AGAIN!!! :)

Well thats all. Im gonna upload all the pictures soon. I bet Naazira still sliping. Once she wake up i want her to upload the pics for me. Yeah. Alright thats all. Tc everyone may all ur wishes for 2010 come true. Happy 2010!!!!!!!!!!! :D

8.

2009-12-30T08:46:00.000-08:00

Supp everyone.. well been very busy cleanning up my room. Well new year's coming. im not gonna update much today but tmrw yeah definately alot.. im going to countdown with my st gabriel's bros. :) yeah.. well as the new year starts, my hair needs to be cut! haha yeah. So yeah.. thats all i wanna say.. im just tired today.. well enjoy my new playlist for blog. just some ska punk shitz :)
Shimmy~

2009-12-27T08:26:00.000-08:00

Before anything, i wanna wish everyone a boxing day.. dont you guys know boxing day is celebrated after christmas? haha yeah. Okies so yesterday went jamming with my band at dhoby ghaut till 4 and went to city hall to collect the tickets for my upcoming gig on 24th jan. So yeah. After all that i met effy to ride my bike. Then we went to the patrol station. Then sumthing funny happned. We were pumping air for my bike tyre.. i punp 8- psi at 1st. Then effy said its not enough. we pump more and the fucking tyre explode right infront of my face very loud!! everyone was like looking at us!! haha damn scary! haha lucky i got extra tube for the tyre. So went riding till 10 plus. We then rest till 11.45pm i went back rest till 2am. Then went out ride my bike and meet effy at cheers. I slack with him and some of his frens. Suprisingly all his frens were my frens too! yeahyeah. so smoke and smoke till the sun rise. I slept at 8 am and woke up at 3pm. Woke up bathe and called yusuff to come over my place. Watched "100 girls" damn old school and yet funny show. He went home and i watched singapore idol. Damn singapore's gonna have a 2nd racial riot soon!! malay guy won 3rd time in a row!!!!!!!! damn ass! haha anyways i dont support any of them. Tabby, farhan and faisal ouut alr so i dont support anyone! haha yeah. okies gonna end this post. wanna rest. :)
Shimmy~

2009-12-25T07:53:00.000-08:00

ITS CHRISTMAS!! woots! yeah.. Punk rock christmas man! Well just that this year i didnt go out to celebrate. Today woke up at around 12. Called yusuff to come over to place and just celebrate christmas with him. Well we started off with watching peter chao's video. Hahaha so funny. and watch all the other youtube shits. So we eat some food buy some nachos and chillax. I was very tire coz slept at 5 am last night on christmas eve. Me and suf got bored watching youtube videos. So went to play lame online games on y8.com We played a stupid game call egg fighter and cock fighter!! haha its a serious lame shit haha but we just too bored. BOREDDOM!! gosh. well around 4 me and yusuff went out to meet joshua for awhile to accompany him to collect his pants from the shop. But sadly the shop closes early on public holidays. So sad for josh. Heehs. Nevermind im gonna accompany him again tmrw anyways. After that went KFC. I ate cheese fries. Which reminds me of someone. Gosh. haish. ok forgot to mention. I dont know why these few days i kept on having weird dreams about me and her. me and her. her as in her. u know who. I kept on dreaming of me and her together like the past. gosh how am i gonna forget her? :| its just so hard. God made me think of her more. and god knows my feelings for her is still there. i still love love her. bleahs. okies. I dont know why god made me dream of her these few days. :| even on christmas. It will be a great present from santa if he made me and her back together again. k enough about that shits... moving back to where i stop. Me and yusuff went back to my place. Watch the videos on youtube again. Then i played the guitar, play some random tunes and make songs about jesus being born todayy. haah its funny as hell. the lyrics doesnt make sense at all. Yusuff and his crap hahaha. Then my mom and dad went for some event or kenduri at my aunt's place. Im suppose to follow but i decided to stay with yusuff. So only me and yusuff at home. We then watched ace ventura. haha an awesome old school movie. Jim carrey is my fav! he and tom delonge is my idol. they're funny. Of course Tom delonge is the best. Look at how he dance as u can see above hahah and also yeah the punk rock santa clause. heehs. and erm.. yeah the memories of me and her. gosh.. dont wanna talk about it. Ok i guess thats it.. oh yeah.. the "someone" in my tagboard says bmx is long time gone.. who ever said that? gosh. if all the riders would read my blog they're gonna be shocked. Hahaha guy u gotta read it man. he/she said zaman basikal da lamer tkde. Heehs. nvm.. ok thats it for today. Wish u guys a merry christmas again! :D tc everyone
Shimmy~

2009-12-24T07:32:00.000-08:00

Gosh i have to update!! i went to meet my ex just now at nearby my house. I wont mention the name. Not nadiah la of coz. She text me saying shes at my place. I was about to go rivervale mall. Then she said she wanna follow. So she followed awhile. I went to cheers buy ice cream and bought for her green tea. Shes at sengkang coz she got tahlil. No idea whats that. Some kind of religion thingy. So yeah. We talked like normal like how we use to last time. Then i told her i want nadiah. Then she like told me just wait, she'll come back to u saying that she miss me. I like say i dont tink she'll come back. Well i dont know. i let god decide. So after meeting her i went straight home. So yeah thats all that happen during christmas eve. Update more later....

Happy Fucking punk rock christmas everyone in advance!! :)

Its gonna be legend.... wait for it.. DARY! :)

2009-12-24T03:19:00.000-08:00

Okies im back.. Its christmas eve and i kept on listening to great punk rock shitz and all the punk rock christmas songs!! so just wanna share some punk rock christmas song!! :D

2009-12-24T02:58:00.000-08:00

Its christmas eve and ive not wrapped any gifts! Gosh. whatsmore my leg.. i got injured after riding. Okay so last 2 nights i went drinking with zaidy and tub. Its been a long time ive nvr meet those guys. Well zaidy and tub are back together. Well together as in just frens but hold hands and hug. But they didnt patch up. Yeah. Me and tub sent zaidy home coz he got drunk like f. I went to accompany tub for awhile. He needs someone to talk to. She talks about zaidy and all. I lend my listening ears. After awhile tub started crying, so i went to hug and lend my shoulders for her to lean on. i wiped her tears and cheer her up. Then when shes ok, she suddenly asked me about nadiah. I just told her i dont wish to talk about it. So waited for her taxi. Then its around 5 am, i went out riding my bike. Got injured. Went back home sleep till 3pm. Well yesterday im suppose to go out with zaidy but nufortunately i cant go out. Mom dont allow. So yeah. Today Yusuff came to my place. We just slack at my place. Yeah. So christmas eve ive got nothing to do. And also no one to celebrate with. Everyone celebrate with family. I cant celebrate it with Nad too. :| i remember christmas was the day i 1st text nadiah last year. I can never forget that. I rmbr telling her in my 1st msg im santa. Gosh. Okies enough. Update again later..
Shimmy~ tc eevryone :)

2009-12-20T23:25:00.000-08:00

Went out last night to celebrate my bro's bdae. He's getting ps3 like wow. I guess he will be busy with his ps3 than his wife. Okies last night i had really a great dream. The dream went like this. I met Nadiah as just friends. We didnt talk wen we meet only till one part where we were eating at KFC. Then we giggle and giggle at some jokes. We then tried to challenge and see who can run faster and reach the mrt station 1st. I cheated and went to the shoortcut then i knock on the wall as i kept on looking at her with my tounge stick out to her. Then she took over me and won. We then took the train together.. i send her home. and the dream is really like reality. We chatted in the bus. Then when i went home.. we text and we end up patching up together again. gosh.. if only its real. haish.. nvm.. i got some things important to settle.. i have to put all this whole love thingy aside. I am gonna ride now. Just recovered.. :) update again later..

2009-12-18T23:07:00.000-08:00

Believe it or not i just woke up. Last night played my new skate game till 5am. Deadly tired now. My bro and wife went out today.Yesterday i was so happy and at the same time sad coz yesterday is my brother's birthday and also my supposed to be 6th month with nadiah. Gosh. Come back soon nadiah.. Okies so now im just gonna clean up my house. Update again later.

2009-12-17T05:34:00.000-08:00

Check this shit out. These guys are awesome. I would rate them the best asian bmx riders :). Well took some random vids with my bike just now. My leg injured again. Limping. Its okies. Well while riding with yusuff we saw a car accident as u can se the pic above heehs. so hardcore. update again later.. gotta bandage my leg. so painful.. abd gosh.. today past by a kid. She said to her dad "ade guler guler pedas?" haish.. it reminds me of SOMEONE. :( ok dont wanna talk about it..
Hooola~

2009-12-16T23:47:00.000-08:00

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Okies nothing much to say. Today im just gonna go riding though ive not recover. Anyways Nadiahs not in singapore, i got nothing to update so yeah. :) Heres 2 diffrent videos of bmx. One street and the other flatland. The video where the guy do his tricks in stage is my friend.. i respect him alot he thought me alot. just sad that i didnt ride flatland anymore. And the other video u should watch at 4:07. The guy almost get himself killed!! gosh.. okies... thats it for now.. happy riding.. :)
Shimmy~

2009-12-15T19:29:00.001-08:00

Slept the whole day yesterday. I woke up at 10 am and vomited on my bed. Had a high fever. Suppose to have a jamming session with my band yesterday but im too sick. Ok so im too sick to reply all my msges in my phone and also no time to go online.

And now for those spammers.. haish.. come on, who are u guys? can u just tell me who u are? nadiah dont know u guys. okies and let me tell u guys NADIAH IS NOT A MINAH. happy? i didn't go to everyone of my frens and say nadiah is a minah. Go on and ask everyone. Ask them what i always talk about nadiah. I always tell them how much i fucking love her. I had never say shes a minah. And i swear i still love her now. How can i not? shes the 1st girl i put in all my effort in our love.Shes the 1st whom i made video to ask for stead, sing on air on the radio, write love letters, compose songs. Bought alot of things for her. Ask stead on her birthday. Theres so many memories. I love her still.. i wish i could be given chances. Last few days sh text me saying "Syafiq, my maid had leave the house :( " so i tried to cheer her up. and i called her.. after so long we nvr talk on the phone, i hear her sweet voice at last. Then she said she got to go. Wish we could talk a bit longer. haish.. thats it for now.. im still not feeling well.. for those spammers stop arguing ok.. Tc everyone
Shimmy~

If you are reading this, im wishing u haf fun overseas. come back soon. And i wanna say i love ya and miss ya... tc..

2009-12-09T23:02:00.000-08:00

Okies.. im finally back.. :) Well been busy coz my bro getting married this sat. Many things happen. On 8th dec was my chalet. Had a fucking great time. Well i took the cab with joshua to ecp chalet. Well i smoked alot though i alr promise someone not to smoke much.. well im just fucked up. i miss her alot, who? nadiah of course.. well now my feelings for her starting to fade alr. Shes like a minah to me now. :-/ ok enough about her. Went to buy vodka with khai,saran,ali,yang howe and gautam. Quite alot of poeple came. We went to skate park for awhile. Ive nvr ride ecp skatepark before. whatsmore i suck at park. its totally different feeling from street and flatland. Reached at the skatepark, we saw taufik batisah.. singapore idol. i didnt know he can skate so well. He was like alone. He's good. :) then went back to my chalet at 2 am.. Open up the vodka and played indian poker and get drunk. Yang howe drink the most. Then went to skatepark again. I smoke thru my nose.. thats where i start to get more high. I then ride my bike at the skatpark.. I fell alot!!! and now my ass hurts, my cheeks too and of course my leg. well thats not it, my bike's tube burst again :( nvm i have extra. Then went to the swimming pool. slack at the chalet for awhile and took cab to home at ard 12pm. Then i text my punk rocker girl, Shakirin. :) Shaki who? Shakirin. yeah. :) the 1st real punk rocker girl ive ever known. She added me on imesh. Suprisingly, shes in the same sch as my ex. Small world huh? i mean small singapore. heehs. well i nvr known any real punk rocker girl before. All ive met is just posers. hehe. yeah.. text her for awhile. went to bed till 7+. then woke up bathe, chat with her online and went back to sleep at 12. Woke up at 12 today!!! yeah. damn fucking tired. now im chatting with her on msn. Hope u guys enjoy ur holidays while u can.heres all the pics ive been wanting to upload. look at the scenery at the skatepark after midnight :) so awesome..... B-E-A-UTIFUL~
okies.. thats it for now.. Its gonna be legend.... wait for it.. DARY!! hahhaa ok ok bye2
Shimmy~

2009-11-29T08:23:00.000-08:00

Finally quitted the job. :) happy and sad.. sad coz they treated me so wel.. they blanja me pizza. :( nvm.. im gonna treat them soon. My pay is either tmrw or 1st dec. well gonna spend on bike, give some to parents, blanja family eat, buy new shoes and wait let me think.. hmm.. more clothes,pants,stud belts and more punk rock stuffs. well if nad still with me i would buy her something big.. but haish.. nvm.. guess god just dont want me to be with her.. maybe he wants me to get a punk rock gal? but i dont want.. though im a punk rocker :) ok so today went out riding in the morning with yusuff.. then went to randy's house to talk about the band.. then went to meet josh at his workplace. its hearbreaking to passby somerset or orchar. u guys shud know y. :) well just dont wanna think about it. ok so now im just gonna listen to punk rock shits, fix up my bike with my punk rock boxer.. and btw i may be changing my blog link soon.. maybe to jesus-punkrocker.blogspot.com? no idea.. i'll tink about it.. well nows the chelsea vs arsenal match.. i dont watch soccer but i do love chelsea.. i place a bet with afeeq.. 10 bucks.. heehs. hope my 10 bucks dont go down the drain. haha. ok. i wanna log out.. make more new songs for the band.. tc everone.
Shimmy~

2009-11-21T04:15:00.000-08:00

well i got off today but gotta work tmrw. nvm at least i cb get paid n buy sumthing for her. went out riding today though im sick. having fever.. so yeah rode to kovan.. had fun there.. ride there with josh's bike.. im so bored n till sad.. all in my mind was nadiah.. haiz.. shes the best among the rest.. seriously.. if i got a final channce i will whatever she wants wadever it takes.. when i ride whle listening to mp3 nadiah is the only person i could think off. :( holaaa... n my toe bleed after riding.. blooda~.... gosh.. i havent bathe.. sweaty like pig.. i guess im going bathe nw n have some rest.. listen to punk rock songs all night.. welll hope u guys had a great day..
Shimmy~ tc everyone..

2009-11-17T09:27:00.000-08:00

We broke up. i still cnt forget her.. u know me.. i had a bad habit. if i love a girl i love her very much.. i love nad too much. i still do now.. cant forget her.. shes the ebst i had.. i dont know why she cant give 2nd chance.. im updating this blog while smoking.. what smoking? yeah. uh huh.. life is fucked up.. i lost nadiah and bmx fren. been busy with my work now, my band which realsing album soon and had alot of upcoming gigs which i wish nad could come.. went riding and fell down with bruises... still injured.. watched the stupid 2012.. rreally the world is not gonna end.. 2012 is just a political plans. they made this stupid "end of the world" so that people would listen to them thinking the government could help and people will waste money on books or movie on how to survive 2012... we'll just see.. it wont end.. the world alr end when me and nad broke up. but its k.. haish.. got work tmrw.. not gonna sleep.. just gonna smoke the night out.. whatsmore i still dont know whose the ones who tagged me on my blog.. no life.. nvm.. let them do whatever they want to me.. well.. going out ride my bike soon. parents asleep.. so could sneak out.. ride and smoke.. ciggs is my new fren.. tc everyone.. and yeah.. whatsmore my hp reminder reminds me today is 18 nov.. suppose to be my 5th month.. bleahs.. nvm.. bye2.. tc.. toodles..
Hoolaa and shimmy~ wanna just listen to my punk rock shitz,ride my bike,get injured n smoke.. f the world, i mean the government especially.. :)

2009-11-05T09:17:00.000-08:00

OH AND I JUST REALISE IN THE VIDEO I WAS JUST WEARING BOXERS FOR THE ONE I POST LAST
MONTH.

This video i made for SOMEONE whom i still love. Its hard to let go and i dont wanna let go coz shes the girl i truely love with all my heart. i may look happy in this video but deep down, u can never imagine how sad i am with whats going on in life now..

P.S we maybe apart but u are still near to my heart. i love u stil boo.. haish..

Muhammad Syafiq Bin Mansor Loves Nadiah Binte Mazlan

2009-10-20T08:47:00.000-07:00

This video i made for SOMEONE whom i still love. Its hard to let go and i dont wanna let go coz shes the girl i truely love with all my heart. i may look happy in this video but deep down, u can never imagine how sad i am with whats going on in life now..

P.S we maybe apart but u are still near to my heart. i love u stil boo.. haish..

Muhammad Syafiq Bin Mansor Loves Nadiah Binte Mazlan

2009-10-09T04:35:00.000-07:00

Im not gonna update my blog anymore. Whats the point in life? i dont wish to talk to anyone. i hate life i hate death i hate everything in between that just doesnt interest me. im just gonna change my song for my blog and not gonna update anymore. haish.. this song goes out to SOMEONE and u know who.. thanks for making me realise how fool i am. and hope u love hurting me for what u had done.. thanks for making me trust u e fullest.. u changed a lot.. this song really is for u.. look at the llyrics.. goodbye everybody..

You said this could only get better.
There's no rush, 'cause we have each other.
You said this would last forever,
But now I doubt if I was your only lover.

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same.
'Cause I'm not over you

Baby, don't talk to me.
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know.
'Cause girl your driving me so crazy

How can I miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time I guess I'll go away.
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain!
So where's the fire?
You've begun the rain.

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
'Cause I'm not over you!

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know,
('cause girl your driving me so crazy)

And if you don't want me then
I guess I'll hav'ta go!
Not loving you is harder then you know.

YEAH!

So I'll make the call,
And I'll leave you today
I'm gona miss you 'cause I love you baby
Yeah, I'll make the call
I'm leaving today

Leaving always drives me crazy!
Leaving always drives me crazy!

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,

YEAH!

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go (I'm tring to let go)
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,
('cause girl your driving me so crazy)

And if you don't want me then
I guess I'll havt'a go! (I guess I'll hav'ta go)
Not loving you is harder then you know
(Girl your driving me so crazy)

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder, then you know,
Girl your driving me so crazy

2009-09-17T08:03:00.000-07:00

Not in the mood. im just sad. well boo called me. shes having problem with all her friends again. she got no one to mix with in school. well haish all that is making her no mood to study and she told her mom about it and thinking that she should migrate.. haish.. i dont want her to leave.. :(

2009-09-17T04:20:00.000-07:00

A few more hours!! To what? well u know.. my 3rd month with my boo/ :) i wonder if she remember.. Well mean alot to me. Heehs. So today late for school. came school at around 9.30am. haha yeah.. damn late. woke up at 8. So yeah. Went to school with vickness as hes late too. Reach school went to class get scolded by mr teo haha 1stly becoz im late and 2ndly i put the class attendance file in his shelve which was suppose to be put in the office. haha yeah. After Social studies, maths, as usual, mr alvin goh is so boring. Then had english. Mr Eng did moonwalk haha and the "beat it" song dance move. Funny as hell. Got highest in class for oral, 33/40. i was so shock. haha. i guess its because i made my teacher laugh and talked alot of cock. yeah. After recess, my close friend khai got strangled by that china ass bitch Shengnan for some reason. yeah. then had chemistry, didnt study for the test. hahaha all my answers i put "i dont know","check textbook","check suggestion box"," only god knows". haha. i suck at chemistry. Had mother tounge, made ali angry haha.

After school, went jamming with my new band with khai.
Band members : Khairyl (vocal)
Syafiq(lead guitarist)
Randy(rythm guitar)
Randy(bass)
Jonathan(drums)

yeah. Had a great jamming session at kovan. But one thing is, the instruments there all suck!! seriously. we cover a few songs and "cute without the e - taking back sunday" is the best song we cover today. The drummer so fucking great!! yeah. So yeah just break fast. Waiting for my boo to msg or call me.. :) miss her so muach. Alright.. update again soon...
Shimmy~

2009-09-15T01:12:00.000-07:00

Okay so ive been busy with my problems and studies. So yeah. Gonna update today. 1st things 1st, wanna wish my girlfriend's close friend Shassy a happy belated birthday. I didnt know her bdae was yesterday only tillmy gf told me this morning. So yeah. A few things about me lately, been studying(well not much just like a few minutes) been watching "How i met your mother"(addicted to the show), Cant wait for 18 sept, my 3rd month with my boo, cant wait for Hari Raya and cant wait for my bike to be ready for riding! whats that? riding? yeah riding. :) Though my leg still hurts im gonna ride. My dream, to join the Xgames. Yeah. What am i feeling? still same.. still punk rock. How am i? still punk rock. Who am i? IM A PUNK ROCKER FOR GOODNESS SAKE! haha. bleahs. ok well im having a few problems..

CASE STUDY 1

Source A.. ok lame.. enough of history or social studies.. haha

Okay okay.. seriously.. problem number 1. Problem with my... BAJU KURUNG!!!! ok small problem.. i dont know wtf is my baju kurung, I need it for hari raya! just few days away. yeah

Problem 2

well heard from my friend nicholas ong, that malcolm, one of my close friend since sec 1 hate me and josh. He said me and josh are irittating. But i dont know.. irritating? yeah i am.. josh not.. hate? wth did i do? i didnt do anything to malcolm at all. hes my good friend. i dont know. so yeah

Problem 3

Okay.. finally.. its one of the problem i been wanting to solve 1st. Well.. u may have notice that me and boo havent been talking much eversince we last met and the last time her mom scolded me. well, we used to text alot.. talk on the phone and laugh like no ones business. Haiz.. she have changed abit.. Well last few weeks, cant rmbr when, she told me her feelings for me fade a little. yeah.. i had no idea why but it must be my fault.. im not a sweet or romantic guy. i just suck at love but im trying real hard.. maybe fade coz i make her mad at me.. Boo knows me well.. i dont know how to pujuk(cheer up) her when shes sad. But i stilll try. She did told me her feelings wont fade if we didnt meet. Well i dont know. All i know is i trust her alot. And honestly shes the 1st girl im really madly in love with. U guys know durriah, well.. i love nadiah more then anyone.. i swear.. i dont wanna lose my boo.. ok that sounds familar huh boo? heehs. ok. well.. as days pass, i felt that days a gap between us.. i dont want any gap.. and her blog, change everything. well that one minor things.. who am i to control rite? yeah. ok.. all i wanna know is what went wrong.. and whats my mistake?? bleahs.. i dont know.. 3 more days.. and i still owe my boo 2nd month anni gifts. and yeah gotta buy shassy sumthing too. I hope things between me and her get back to normal. :)

Thats all. Oh btw, my boo's friends thought im american coz of my name "syafiq matthew delong" which is not my real name. haha. yeah. Wishing all of u Hari raya in advance. Gett lots of money. haha. Take care everyone
Shimmy~

P.s. Boo, if u're reading this.. i wanna say i love u still.. love u more and more each day. :) and yeah.. remember to come to my house for Hari Raya. ^^ fiqo wanna see u.. if u come, wanna show u all my things in my room. heehs. yeah.. alright.. I LOVE U AND I MISS U SOOOO FUCKING MUCH!!!!!!! MORE THAN U DEFINATELY!!!! MEET UP SOON!! AND HAPPY 3RD MONTH IN ADVANCE COZ I KNOW I WONT BE UPDATING LATER!! :) MUACKS!!!

2009-08-31T03:46:00.000-07:00

came across this video. This is one fucked up muslim who makes up music is haram(non halal) F*$% him!
No one can judge what is haram or halal even prophet.

2009-08-29T18:45:00.000-07:00

Im back!!! okay so.. its been a long time i nvr met boo. :( i miss her so much Well alot of shits happening. Yeah. Well got into a new punk band, bought new pink uni, got new boxers!!( 1 with skull design and another with the word "prisoner of love" on it.) Well fasting month is nothing to me compare to not meeting boo!! :( nvm.. i'll just wait for hari raya. :) Be patient fiq!! Composed some new songs. And yesterday went to East coast park for the Bmx competition. Took picture with Tim wood, had his autograph, Was a great,sunny and hot day! oh! i didnt fast yesterday. The weather is too fucking hot!! And whatsmore, theres free flow of 100plus everywhere!!!! My leg still injured and in bad condition! :( but i still wanna ride!! Other than bmx theres skateboarding,inline skating and even VOLLEYBALL!!!! uh huh.. It would be sooo fucking cool if my boo were to join the volleyball competition. Then we would have met each other. The bmx competition is just beside the volleyball!!! haha. i feel like going again today but nah.. im not gonna break fast again!!! After the comp, went to follow my bo and the rest in the car to my bro's fiancee's house. Yeah. thats the reason i went home late. Didnt get to talk to boo.. haish.. Well bought some things for boo. :) Once i meet her i would hug her 1st!!!! :) bleahs.. thats it for now. Boo just woke up. btw im wearing my new boxers now! ^^ k random. but seriously, i want more and more boxers! especially the pink popeye boxers!! If anyone would buy for me that i would be so happy! ^^ so yeah... good morning everyone!! :D
Shimmy~

P.s. Boo, i dont know about u but i really miss u fucking alot, i love u soo much!! U been acting strange at times.. but its alright. u will always be my boo no matter what. :) muacks!

2009-08-18T00:22:00.000-07:00

ah!! blogger gone crazy again!! grr! nvm.. well recently, me and boo are in kind of bad/sad situation. Yeah.. bleahs. Well we have not talk much and we couldnt meet. :( i miss her so fucking much! its been like long time we didnt hug nor kiss. Those lip of an angel and the tightness of the hug... bleah gosh! well i understand.. shes having alot of problems. I want to help but she doesnt want me to. Today is our 2nd month. It means alot to me. I swear. im not sure how much it meant to boo but no matter what shes still my loved one. Wishing her our 2nd month and also fasting month coming up. Muslims believe we cant hold hands or touch. Yeah. Well happy 2 months to u boo!! i know u're struggling with ur problems.. probably ur friends.. but dont tink too mcuh.. please.. last night u told me u gif up on studies.. dont lah... i want u to pass and get what u want,freedom. Dont gif up aright? :) i hope this month things would get better and i will of course continue to love u more and more each day!
Shimmy~

P.s MEET UP SOON BOO!! I REALLY MISS U LIKE F!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND THE GIFTS!!!! MUST PASS IT TO U!!! HOOOOOOOOOOOLA~

2009-08-09T19:35:00.000-07:00

Okay!! so finally i could change the fonts and also upload pic!! Im going zoo in a while's time. Well im just sitting down while listening to punk rock and missing my boo soo fking much!! :( i want to meet her!!! even if i could meet her for 1 just second i would still meet! i love her soo sooo soo much!! ok so here are the photos ive been wanting to upload!! and see the photo of class 3n1. See what mess normal acads can do!!

2009-08-09T08:51:00.001-07:00

Syg is sleeping like angel right now... so yeah.. nothing left to update just wanna upload this bmx video. Cant wait to talk to boo tmrw!! i miss her soo fucking much!!!!

2009-08-09T06:11:00.000-07:00

OK. Sick and tired of this whole blog thingy!!! fuck u blogger!!! i cant change the font and cant upload photos!!! Well ive not meet for like 1 week plus!! i miss her soo soo soo fucking mmuch!! well hope to meet her soon coz i got something for her brother. Her brother's bdae is on 12 august. So yeah. Few days away. Oh and i didnt realise that today is national day. -.- I switched off the tv. Well today went to collect my DVS skate shoe before going tuition.After tuition, met yusuff for a while to find pink shoe laces. Went home. Wanted to call boo but i cant, dad... So yeah. Singapore idol, the so called metal head so lame!! Attention seekers! Listening to punk rock songs now. So yeah. Enough blogging for today. Tomorrow going zoo with family. heehs. Get to see my friends there!! muahhaha!! :D
Shimmy~

P.s. Boo!! 9 more days to our 2 months!! so fast. Glad i met someone like u. Meet up soon ok??? i miss u and i gotta gif taufiq something. :) Love ya!!!

2009-07-29T06:28:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating my blog recently. Blogger is something wrong

Thursday 23/7
.Pick boo up from her school
.Went to library for awhile
.Sent her home
.Bought memory card for boo's hp

Friday 24/7
.Didnt meet boo as i got to celebrate mom's birthday.
.Had a bad headache
.Sherwin broke my specs

Saturday 25/7
.Moms birthday!!
.Met up with Yusuff and vickness
.Repaired Vickness phone
.meet up with My boo at scape,youth park with her close friend Farella
.Sent her home, took the train while laughing at somethimg. ^^
.Arrive her place, she wished my mom happy birthday
.Mom wasnt angry at me
.dad knows about us

Sunday 26/7
.Didnt get to join BMX comp!! :(
.Talk to my boo all day

Monday 27/7
.My boo got sick
.Got worried about her so met her awhile, bought her green tea and cheese fries
.Met her, she was sick so i let her sleep on my shoulders
.Sent her home

Tuesday 28/7
.Boo didnt go to school
.I had fever after got caught in the rain the day before
.Had to wear mask in school

Today
Well today, my boo had mc too. So i went to visit her. We met for awhile. Her sister were with us too.
Boo's mom get to know about me always meeting her at the staircase. So she called boo's phone to talk to me. She told me a lot of things. I understand. Her neighbours would think negative about me and her. Which mom doesnt love their children right? I know i know u guys might think we like do something crazy at staircase like wtf. I swear i never had that thinking in my mind. Never in my life. I love her so much. I wouldnt do all those. Her mom thought i got different motive in meeting my boo, but honestly.. i swear to god i will never do that. Her mom scared she got pregnant. I understand. But.. haish.. seriously.. those who know me well.. my cousins and friends.. im not that kind of guy. Well im sorry Ma'am(boo's mom) . :( deeply sorry. Well i meet her at staircase coz she couldnt go anyhere but there. This is one of the reason why i dont really like to meet at staircase. Library is better. Its all my fault. Im sorry boo and mom. :( Im wondering what ur parents are talking to u right now boo. I'll pray hard u'll be fine. i love u so much. Text me soon..
Shimmy~

P.S. IM SUCH AN IDIOT!! ITS ALL MY FUCKING FAULT!! :(

2009-07-17T19:52:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating!! well i didnt update for 1 reason coz my syg nvr update! :P but when after she update i forgot to update heehs and whatsmore my hp cable is at my syg's house. Luckily my mom's hp got cable. So i send it to my mom's hp to transfer to my comp. Yeah.. Here's whats going on recently.

Tuesday
I went to meet boo at woodlands interchange with her bestest friend Shassy.I gave her the bear keycahin thingy for her. We went to woodland's library and wait for shassy's bf. While waiting, shassy look for him, me and boo took some pics and also just do some drawings. My syg's file has Harry porter on it!! muahahaha!!! So yeah.Around 4+ went to send her back to her place. Arrived in front of her door, her maid asked me to come in for a drink. I said no to it but syg told me to go in and teach her guitar. So i just went in to teach her guitar. And chit chat and took some pics. OH! and we exchange hp! hehehe! for fun. Well, my syg love my hp coz of the camera. Right syg??? muahhahha!!! Someone said LG hp not good. Muahhaha!! so yeah. She gave me the present she bought for my mom and the baby photo of her. Heehs. So around 6 i went home.

Thursday
On Thursday, i thought of meeting her at the library but i finished at 2.50pm. So we met at her place as usual at the staircase. Her sister didnt go to school on that day. She claims she's sick. nyahhaha!! but shes still hyperactive! she join me and syg. We chit chat and all. Then my syg gave me the chocolate sweet thingy. My fav! very tasty! heehs! thanks boo! So yeah. Me, syg and her sister sophia took pics. Like a happy family!! muahahha! yeah. Went home like around 7+. When mom arrived home, mom ask "u went to history class or meet ur teacher Nadiah?" nyahhaa!! yeah

Friday
Yesterday, 17 july, i was so happy coz the next day which is today is our special day. OUR ONE MONTH!!! wohoo!! So yeah. We met at the library and her close friend Yana were there too. Yeah. Went to library read some books and something happen when i took back my Lg hp. I dont wana tell more. Only me and syg know. So yeah. I send her to her place and we sit at the staircase awhile and talk about it. After awhile i understand. Then i started to get stomach ache. Boo ask if im fine. I said im alright. Then i started to get headache and doube vision. I like cant take it anymore. Boo decided to take something for me to eat and drink coz i didnt eat yesterday and the night before. She made for me 2 slices of bread with nutella. Heeh! by then my double vision got worse. I cant see which is real. So boo had to feed me. :$ thanks boo.. :) u make me shimmy too!! gosh!! heehs. so yeah. she also give me a bottle with my name on it. She send me to the lift. I went home slowly. I cant walk properly. Oh! and i fall while i step into the bus! lucky theres some guy help me. Reached home, we chat on the phone. Unfortunately syg's phone faulty. :( i wonder how we could contact. haish. nehminds. So yeah.. i still got headache and i didnt sleep coz its our special day and i miss my boo!! haish.. :( till here....
Shimmy~

P.s Boo!! pls call me soon! i fucking miss u!! and boo, about yesterday or last night, im fine with it alr. :) I understand boo. Lets just take all that as a lesson to learn and to avoid it from future and make our love grow more!! :) Happy one month to u cutie sweetie lovely honey bunny gugu gaga mushi mushi girlfie!! The one month of being with u is great i swear!! u never disappoint me at all!! u are the best gf i had!! Lets make another great month! :D muacks!! love u soooo sooo much!!! And i swear!! i trust u to thee fullest! and i will never let u go!

2009-07-07T06:25:00.000-07:00

Just woke up from bed just now. Today i've made something stupid. I was dumb. I've made boo angry at me. Its a sin okay. I wont say what i did. We were on the phone. After that she got to sleep as she's tired. Me too. I was actually damn tired too. So i slept and woke up like 8+. Im so tired like very. So yeah. Ive got to download songs for my friend Don Henry Miranda.
Update tommorrow
Shimmy~

P.s. BOO!! IM REALLY AM SORRY!! MORE THAN WORDS TO APOLOGIZE TO U! IVE DONE SOMETHING HORRIBLE AND THATS MAKING U MAD AT ME!! IM SO SOO SORRY!! I WILL NEVER DO IT AGAIN!! HOPE TOO SEE U ON THURS!! AND NEXT WEEK ON FRI, OUR SPECIAL DAY ON SAT. :) I LOVE U SO MUCH!! MUACKS!!!!!

2009-07-06T04:16:00.000-07:00

2009-07-06T03:23:00.000-07:00

Okay so i finally reached my house from my religious class.
So on saturdat went to watch transformers with family then went to my granny's house. The went home like around 11+. Yesterday did nothing but just ride my bike and congratulate ain and josh. Yup. They're in love alr. Hahaha so yeah

6/0709
Today, woke up at like 8am ? well i though i'll be having tuition but my tuition teacher cancelled it coz she got a lot of assignment to do. So yeah. Do some house work while syg having her tuition. I went out from house like around 12+ to meet my syg. I couldnt wait to see her just now. I bought her 3 stalks of red roses. uh huh. Red. hahahha ok enough. So i put the "phantom of the opera" disc in my bag and went off. In the bus, boo called me. We chat fer awhile then boo had to put down to talk to shassy. So reached woodlands interchange, walked from there to boo's block. When i've almost reached her block, i received her msg saying that her dad is at home. Then i was like "omfg"! Im about to leave from her block just now but she told me to just meet at 6th floor. So yeah. Met her. Gave the rose and the disc. Went up to 7th floor coz im scared that her dad might go out from house. We chit chat while i hug her and hold her hand. Kiss her cheeks and pinch her cheeks too. And most of all we took lots and lots of pics with my camera. I teach her how to focus in photography. Took pics of the rose and pics of us of course! So yeah. She had to go caused her aunt will be coming. So yeah. Hugged her tightly kiss her lips, both her cheeks and her forehead! she went holaaaaaaaa~ hahhahahahahhaha!! i love her soooo much. Went back, she called me. Chat on the phone and yeah wwent to religious class (but i didnt go actually) , we chat on the phone again.. then i told her i hung up 1st then she call her again but .. she have not call me yet. She didnt reply my msg and pick up calls. Wonder what shes doing.. come back soon boo!! :) so yeah.. not gonna update again later.
Shimmy~

P.s. BOOO!!! WHERE U?? I MISS U SOO MUCH!! I SWEAR I'LL LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE EACH DAY I SWEAR!!! U'RE NOT GONNA LOSE ME BABY!! :D MUACKS!!!!!

2009-07-03T19:08:00.000-07:00

10 am

So yesterday had a great time. I dont wanna blog about schl hahah. coz theres alot of shitz happened. So after sch went to meet boo. Her grandma and maid saw me and they thought i wanna come to syg's place. Hahaha. So as usual sit at the staircase. Hug her tightly. She gave me the perfume!!!! and her monkey shirt!! hehehe. I love her perfumr. soooo nice. So i hug her tight while she play "snake" on her nokia phone. Shes soo effing cute!!! she like very stubborn!! i told her many times that we cannot eat the flower. As in the snake couldnt eat the flowers in that game and which living thing eat flowers???? . Hahaha.. many times she tried. Hahaha. Muacks love u baby. After went home from her place i had to go pasir ris with ain to buy transformers tickets. Yeah be watching later. Going out at 11. so yeah. Gosh i wanna meet boo!! haish i miss her.. and yeah sleeepless again last night. Alright.. i'll update later.. :)

Shimmy~

p.s. BOO!!! CANT WAIT TO SEE U ON MONDAY!! AND I WILL PASS THE DISC AND UR PERFUME!!! PROMISE!! MUACKS!! LOVE U!! (countdown to 18 july)

2009-07-01T05:40:00.001-07:00

2009-07-01T04:59:00.000-07:00

8pm.....
Well last night sleepless again.. i couldnt sleep. my lungs were like soooooooooo pain. I stay awake and watch south park while smelling syg's perfume. So wake my cinderella at 6. ( i know she couldnt wake up just by my call coz in the end her maid woke her up ^^ ) Went to sch with a sleepy face. Reach school and just rmbr that i forgot its wednesday and its a tie day.Ive forgotten to bring my tie. So as usual got into trouble.. Bleahs.. Got into troubles like many times. Enough talk about sch..

(After School)
I went to take the train right away to Woodland without further a do. hehe. I just couldnt wait to see boo. Reached woodlands interchanged, i took the wrong bus.. :S i forgot which bus to take to her house. Called her up and she text me the bus.

(Reached syg's house)
Once ive reached, i msg her. We hugged each other. Then we sat on the staircase as usual. We chit chat. She look sleepy and tired,that is y i kept on asking her if shes ok. Heehs. i know shes sleepy. So i lay her head on my shoulders. Let her sleep on my shoulders while chatting. And have to admit, i am sleepy at that point of time. Heehs!! i sniff her shirt and smell the her sweet fragrance. Then i have no idea what happen or rather i should i say.. i have no idea how i felt asleep on her shoulders!! like.. just out of a sudden... Then booo woke me up.. heehs.. and.. its really comfortable to slep on her shoulders!!! ^^. then we chit chat while i hug her tightly.. then her brother came back from school and shook hands with me. hahaha. Then we were looking at my syg's phone. She was showing me pics and all. Then.............................................................................................................
SHE MAKE MY CHEEKS TURN SOOOOOOOOOOOO RED!!! What she did she do?
well she kiss my cheek!!!! just like my emoticon for "muacks"!!! gees!! i was shimmy like TOOT! hahaha!! so yeah. I went off from her house at about 5.32pm. Hugged her tight before going and kiss both sides of her cheek and her forehead and then her lips while hugging tight.and i also gave her my cardigan and she could fit in. so yeah.. went home bathe and now online with my baby boo..
I'll update again tmrw.. pretty tired.. bleahs
Shimmy~

P.s. Baby boo!!! i love u soo much!! i cant wait to see u again this fri. I wanna hug u tight!! and i love sleeping on ur shoulders!! and smell ur perfume!!! U make me go holaaa today... i will make u holaaa more next time!! on friday!! and yeah.. still looking for the disc!!! ok.. so yeah.. wakey2 u tmrw.. ^^ (eventhough u couldnt wake up)

2009-06-30T05:40:00.000-07:00

Okay. so tday as usual wake my sleeping beauty cinderella juliet up. Nadiah binte mazlan. Sleepless again last night. Bleahs.I miss her fucking much. :( so went sch. MT lesson got into trouble. I talked too much. History class as usual, i always tease miss chua.There's no assembly today cause of the H1N1 and suppose to go home at like around 1.45pm. But miss chua held me back!!! gosh!! So me and syg text in sch. heehs. yeah. So went home straigh away coz i wanna call boo.. :( haish.. i miss her. went home receive a msg frm boo she sprain her ankle.. haish.. be extra carefull k baby? haish. so we talked on the phone like usual and she told me shes giving me the monkey shirt that i like!!! hahha i tink i could fit in the shirt coz she wear it like big. so yeah. This fri meeting her. Im gonna fucking hug her fucking her! i fucking swear! i fucking miss her a lot!! haish.... so yeah... think i wont be updating again later. so yeah..
Shimmy~

P.s. boo!! haish.. imy and ily! i dont wanna lose u! gees.. this fri i'll hug u tight and swear gonna make u blush like alot!! hahah.. ok.. goodnight. wahs.. waiting fer ur reply..

2009-06-29T00:33:00.000-07:00

Okay so didnt update blog yesterday coz i was busy with tansfering files to my new phone. And yeah. ive changed my number and if u want u ask me personally. I wont be using my old number anymore. yeah. So tday 1st day of school went well as there no mother tounge but its kind of bored coz didnt get into trouble. Tday woke up at 5.50am. Woke my syg up and went to sch after bathing and everything. Met josh in the train. Went classroom. Me and nick ong went to buy milk and drink at the staircase. Suddenly our Vice principal walk past. We ran away and left the milk! hahhaa!! after assembly, mr seow intro us our new co form mr teo whom teach us social studies and value education. He's fucking great and cool. I guess i could pass my combine humanities this time. So yeah. In class text syg. I miss her so much. haish. if only sch holidays were longer. So now just came back. Got some stuffs to do. and yeah.. waiting for boo to got home. my parents have not reach home yet. i can call.. So yeah. update later..
Shimmy~

p.s. BOO!! i fucking miss u so fuckng badly!! i swear!!! i wish i could meet u on fri and sun.. :(

2009-06-27T04:22:00.000-07:00

Today woke up call syg and had breakfast. Ate mcdonald. Do housework. Went out at 12+ to cut my hair. reach home just now. Called syg but she didnt pick up. I thought she was in the cinema. After that she msg me she arrived home so called her. Chat fer awhile and had to put down coz dad's at home. Nothing to update for now.. but yeah. im gonna change my number sooon. Real soon. Tmrw. Getting new phone. RED in colour. hehehe. i know syg love it!! :p hahahaha but if theres no red too bad. Yeah. Till here
Shimmy~

P. s. BOOO!! I MISS U SO FCUKING MUCH!! IM GONNA MAKE U BLUSH AGAIN LIKE LAST NIGHT!! :D love ya sweetie! mwahs!!

2009-06-26T08:47:00.000-07:00

Okay. So after eating pizza. Read the letters again and kept on smelling the letters coz it got my syg's perfume smell. I know u may think im crazy but she smells sooooo nice!!! (i wonder how she smells when she didnt bathe) hahaha. So nothing much. Bro use the comp just now to listen to micheal jackson's songs. yeah. He died. May he meet jesus or whoever his god is. so yeah. NUTingelse to update. im gonna end for today. AND OH!! THIS IS MY FAV PIC OF NADIAH!! MUAHAHA!!! SHE LOOK SOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING CUTE!!!! :p:p:p:p

Shimmy~

p.s. BOO!! I LOVE U SOOO FUCKING MUCH!!! MWAHS!! I SWEEAR MY LOVE WILL GET BIGGER AND BIGGER EACH DAY. EVERY SECOND VERY MINUTE!! HAVE FUN TMRW WATCHING TRANSFORMERS!!

2009-06-26T04:48:00.000-07:00

So.. i just finished eating pizza. Im so fucking full till i felt like vommiting out!!! so tday went out from house around like 3.30pm to meet syg at her house area. Reached there around like 4.33pm. Went we meet, we sat on the staircase. Chit chat. I gave her the drawing and pictures of me for her. And guess what.... tday... syg make my cheks fucking red. Im like fucking blush.. :) she gave me a love letter. Make for me a paper heart shape. And even make a phone casing by herself by sewing the handkerchief. Its written with my name and hers with a bear on it. She soooo sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!!!! i love her soo much. So while chit chatting, send the veronicas songs to her hp. I tickled her. she was like "urgh" nyahhahah!!! ^^ and bla bla bla... we got to go. we hug tight and give her a kiss. Our hug getting tighter and longer. heehs. i miss her sooo much!!
Update again later.
Shimmy~

P.s. BOO!!! I LOVE U SOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING MUCH!!! I LOVE U MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY!!! I SWEAR!! NOT MIRANDA!! AND YEAH!! I FOULND THE PENCIL CASE! HEHEHEH!!! MWAHS!!! LOVE U!!!!

2009-06-25T19:48:00.000-07:00

Good morning!! hahaha. Well didnt update yesterday. Theres nothing much yesterday. Me and boo didnt talk much. :( But at least we talk on the phone last night. Both of us got flu. But the funny thing is, when we had flu, both of us exchange personality. hehehe. So this morning just listening to punk songs as per normal while looking for my pink pencil case. Boo kept saying i wont be able to find. We'll see! :p hahah so yeah.. just waiting for syg to msg me then i call her again. So as u can see above the 2 pics of syg. Hahahha!!! the 1st one, she really look like a punk rocker chick!! woots!!! hahahahahaha!!! oi! oi! oi! I'll update again later

p.s. I CANT WAIT TO MEET U LATER BOO!!!! IMY LIKE F!!!! MWAHS!!!!

2009-06-24T05:38:00.000-07:00

Got new picture of boo with her aunt and uncle!!! hahaha!! so yeah. chat with syg since just now. she gtg alr. She'll be sleepingover her cousin Kak Hanim's house for either 1 night or 2.Well i got nothing else to update for today so i guess im gonna end for today. So tired.
Shimmy~

P.s. BOO!!!!! WAIT FOR MY CALL!!! AND I MISS U SO FCUKING MUCH!! MWAHS!!

2009-06-24T03:34:00.000-07:00

WOOTs!! Just came back from liliputting at east coast with my tution teacher,Kak ayu and cousins. So last night lazy to update. coz i wanna talk to syg. ^^ So, my mom set the new alarm clock which is Fucking loud that i could wake up!!! hhahah. So woke up bathe and called my syg while i wear my clothes on. Hahaha. Went out from house like around 12. Went to Aidil's house to pick him and his brother and went to my tution teacher's house. From there, she send alll of us to the liliputt thingy. And yeah her sister followed too. Arrived there, and the instructor demo us on how to liliputt. We had fun. Well Aidil wont the golf thingy. i got 2nd. Aidil's brother got 3rd and kak ayu's sister got last. Heehs. After liliputt golf, we went kfc to eat. Kak ayu treat us. Well i dont wanna eat actualy but she tell me to eat something.. So i ate cheese fries and it reminds me of syg's picture. ^^. Finish eating, kak ayu send me to the bus stop and i went home from there since Aidil and his bro wanna stayover at her house. I wanna go home fast to chat with syg. hahah. yeah. I'll update again later...

Shimmy~

I MISS YOU BOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-23T02:13:00.000-07:00

Well its 5+pm now. Im deadly tired after riding my bike. while riding bike, syg msg me telling theres alot of riders at pasir ris park. Hahaha. pasir ris riders, im sure calvin's there. Gosh i wanna ride there so i could meet syg. hahah! so reached home after riding call up syg and chat fer awhile. cant talk long coz mommy at home. aunty and cousins too. So yeah. I took videos of my mistakes. :D and i fall.. its just for fun. Been a long time nvr ride.. yeah.. update later..
shimmy~

p.s. IMY BOO!! COME BACK SOON!!!

2009-06-22T19:00:00.000-07:00

10am 23/06/09

I just finished bathing. Called syg the moment i woke up. My cousin kak fidi and her mom at my place. Last night didnt get the chance to update. Im too tired. Didnt sleep the night before. So last night wait for boo to msg me so that i could call her. While waiting i watched southpark. Hahaha stupid episodes. crappy jokes. Syg reach home like arnd 1 am. So called her up. And she make me felt really worried,scared and sad about her going Bangkok. Whatsmore,she even tell me "sekali later when i go bangkok i kene..........." i was like... :(.. then boo cheer me up by doing the "ah da tujelah bagus.. ah!!!" nyahhahhaa!! ^^ i wanna upload her voice here but if i do that she wont talk to me. :( . so yeah. we chit chat then.. i notice about her lines.. she always say .. "what the?... ape?? whuat?" nyahahahha. i copied her eveery line of hers! muahhahaha!! last night so funny. i made her go holaa. nyahaha but then she make me shimmy too :$ by saying "b..... i sayang u~" i was speechless.. heheheh. then i ask her "whats the circular object call? the one where u put around waist and spin it round and round." and she said "HOLAAA hoop" nyahahhaa!! so yeah.. we chat till 3am. She gotta sleep and tdae is gonna be a boring day coz shes going for picnic and i cant talk to her. i miss her alotz!!!!! bleahs.. come back soon syg! so yeah.. update again later..

P.s. Syg come back soon ok?? msg me when reach home alr. :)

2009-06-22T04:05:00.000-07:00

Done editing Sayang's blog! hehe!! i hope she likes it. Well i love it. To be honest my 1st time to edit someone's blog! hehehe. Did my best. Bleahs. Kind of tired. Didnt sleep. hehe!! Wanna see me with my new specs??!?? hahahahaha!! took a pic of it as u can see above. :D Alright..Update again later.
Shimmy~

P.s. BOO!! I WANT TO SEE U WEARING UR SPECS!!! :D:D:D:D